
![]() ![]() *[[___ welcomee `-//* "*life is a road...tat we must walk..to archieve wat we ve sought! a part of my life!!...*^" + "*When I was just a little girl...*^" + "*My momma used to tuck me into bed and she read me a story*^" + "*It always was about a Princess in distress*^" + "*And how a guy would save her and end up with the glory...*^" + "*I'd lie in bed and think about the person that I wanted to be...*^" + "*Then one day I realized the fairy tale life wasn't for me*^" + "*I don't wanna be like Cinderella..*^" + "*Sittin' in a dark old dusty cellar*^" + "*Waiting for somebody, to come and set me free*^" + "*I don't wanna be like Snow White waiting*^" + "*For a handsome prince to come and save me..*^" + "*On a horse of white, unless we're riding side by side...*^" + "*Don't want to depend on no-one else*^" + "*I'd rather rescue myself *^" + "*Someday I'm gonna find someone who wants my soul, heart and mind*^" + "*Who's not afraid to show that he loves me*^" + "*Somebody who will understand I'm happy just the way I am *^" + "*Don't need nobody taking care of me*^" + "* I will be there for him just as strong as he, will be there for me*^" + "*When I give myself then it has got to be, an equal thing*^" + "*I can slay, my own dragon*^" + "*I can dream, my own dreams*^" + "*My knight in shining armour is me*^" + "*So I'm gonna set me free *^" +
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Thursday, October 20, 2005 Well,i couldn't sleep well sience last week.*In other words,i've been staying on my pc monitor for more than 12 hours* siGhing@_@ .Totally stressed out man, damn spm!screw it~I'm currently preparing for my finals.Which means there's a miracle happend ,i've to sleep with my books for 1month.After that i'm gonna say byebye to all this''rubbish''Even my mom also din't expected me to study at night..she is extremely''ngong'',she asked me whether i got fever a not-_-ehh...Evil..hehe oops,i means me,myself hehe. Yesterday ,i woke up kinda late..oops..sorry people,don get confuse about it,sience i couldn't slep at ngiht,so i ve make up my mind to study at night and b came pig during day time,so my day and night is totally opposite from others,ofcourse there'll be some abnormal human like me too..especially clubbers!!Normally my parents called it abnormal and ''night ghoshy''. My friend's kiki called me asked me whether can join them yum cha a not.I took few second to answered him back,because i wasn't in my mood* just woke up ma.I 've decided to go yumcha with them,i quickly went to shower,because he said he will come and pick me up after 10 minutes,and stupiak kiki was a extremely unreasonable n impatient human!he said when he reach my house,he will ''hon'' till i walk out from my gate!sigH..U try and see,u can never c tomorrow! I took my money from my table*well i left my purse at my friend's summer house,and i m damn freaking alzy to go Sri muda take it back,so i decided to become a illegal ''huamn''because i've no identity card right now!! bla bla,hari puasa sumore-__+.I quickly went downstair to amke sure kiki never do thsoe lame things,where i grabbed a banana and left a notez for my mom so that she wouldn't go berserk and call the police if i couldn't come back . We went to some mamak near thai club there and yum cha.So we started our'' germany talk'' as usual*dek go gong in cantonese*One of my friend's name KK started telling us his funny greanmother story,is not that''granmother story'' u know,his real granma!!He told us he was staying with his grandmother beacuse his parents are in military and they move around alot,he said his grandmother was extrmely ''scary''atcually she was worried about KK n over protective ni la!!stupiak KK go said his grandma scary haha.he said whenever he woke up in the middle of the night and his grandma will holding a mirroe under his nose and make sure he was still breathing!*stupiak KK sumore acting there.One in a hall,everyone could finally let out our pent-up laughter. i laugh till tears were streaming down my cheecks..some of them even could hardly breath.SO..everyone was really high with their alchohol drinks and laughing non stop there.Probably they were incredibly babyish with all thweir funy lame jokesz ,however...i use to called them stupaid n childish in other words..wohooo. I was kinda suprised u know,we crap till early in d mroning.d ane store also closed..from human to fashion..from bra to sex..but ofcourse everyone just''germany talk'' they are the biggest crappy fellow!`@_@ and i m tired..when i reached home,my mom started her greanmother story,she is damn annoying*wahh come bec so early hor*omg.i squeezed my eyes shut and i quickly went up to my room,i;ve a horrible feeling..haha..god bless me .i close my door and tooka deep breath,owhh,i m damn tired ..i took out my lense n ''boom'' slept till 8 somthting pm*wow 12 hours* ... [x] *i can'tbe perfecto* ((://* 7:07 AM
(0) comments ![]() Sunday, October 16, 2005 We all get labelled by other people along the way.it z when u choose to believe these labels that u might be limiting yourself!!!~~that z the pro with doing somthing out of ordinary.Walk down the stairs quite normally a thousand times and no one notices-_- .fall down the stairs once and suddenly you'rekate n klutz!~miracle a..you may not stumblr over things anymore than other people dp...but everyone will start commentine when you do,all yyou mightfind yourself suddenly acting clumsy in your school,college o company of those who get a kick out of ur lack of co-ordination.Everyone benifits from tiz..U get attention and we they get the confort of being able to define u,even if it zin a very vry smal n lil way~don't believe??u can try and ask every high school students o some pr... It's entirely understandable,this attaching of convenient labels to people!!don judge people without knowing them well....it makez them easier to describe.people will alwayz b defined by their nationality,their job physical characteristics.but!!sometimes the label they r given carries unfair assumptions.In out more intimate circlez we b come defined by quirks that don;t necessarily give real clues to our personalities,again....it;z understandable..in this real world,it is just as difficult to shed the various captions that ve been pinned on our heads.the way we c ourselves wil alwayz be influenced by the perceptions we think others have of us,so if the people around us are constantly reinforcing the myth that we r shy or clownish o difficult o weird!!we will wan to behave exactly that way!~ label on people??turn off!!different situations bring out different sides of us...n so do different human in tiz world.. we may achieve all sorts of personal growth and change,but very often our behaviour is unduly influenced by the expectations people have of us. In starts in d family...where children are often assigned different places..the brat//the responsible one,the wild one??the quiet one...the crazy one..n so on ehehe`~As adults ..they might b nothing like that child...is depends on how u people revert back to type when they r e back in a family situation. eheh,try n have alook at your close bud when they're with their parents...if you get the chance la.It's extraordinary how often super duper achieve turn into helpless ninnies who need to advice on what socks to wear...calm..tranquil types suddenly start throwing tantrums.. Well..sometimes i do feel ashame whenever i saw my bud helping their parents doing some housework ...n so on..hehe sorry la,i love my parents in my heart''i m sure that my cousin will knock my head when she c tis''.! Upsetting the status quo by challenging their assumptions about you might effect your frenship,you might end upquestioning wheter those friendships are based on anything more than history.Or u might be afreaid that they won like u anymore if u deprive them of their preconceptions and they have to get to knowyou all over again... When u hav a vested interesr in ur very own label,you don stop to think about whether it's accurate or whether it's..how 2 walk to b.... well..i realize finally i m posting some important issues n not some craps with some fancy words,ehh..acording to my previous post,i m not crapping also lerr!! just talking bout irrelevant and some unimportant issuesni la,that's one of my hobbies le,bikaboom.. summer,righ right/?? well,lets continue,there s nothing sinister at work here.Myths and labels are born,in most cases,out of close frenshipz.but a..some human allowed to continuee unchecked,can end up diminishing or perhaps even harming us.Many ''woman''battle with the change of label when they become mothers..with old friends they try to remain exactly as they were before they had children,which isn;t always realistically possible..wana knoe why??go ask ur mother! It is perhaps easier for woman who have expereinced obvious,erternal chanegs,such as pregnancy,to get their friends to c them in a broader light?other shifts are less easy to bring about.If yours are good friends,however,they will be willing to put up with you...hehe even if you ve decided that u can no longer be defined as the drunk,the ditz,the down-to-earth girl or the diva who dominates the room!!serious ..no joke,it happend all the timez..ofcourse,not me!! duh..my cousin sis told me about it..!! This may not be a disaster ,as long as it doesn;t place strain on other relationships.All too often,though,the myth turns around and butes u.When a partner cant undeerstanmd why u turn into a monster around ur old buddies,though you're fairly conservative and well-behaved in most other situations...u can try n explaining that the label u made you do it..o u can take a step back and ask yourself if you really believe in the person you're acting for the benifit of ur friends...if not?it might b time to introdice the more complex you!!sometimes,those closet to us donot c as we really are...we have to point this out to them..!!well..is not that w e r a copletely different person fr the one u guyz knoe 0000000000000rig.. stephy....u get wat i meanz rig rig rig.!!~well..letz start crapping n talking bout irrelevant and ofcourse some unimportant issues now!! [x] *i can'tbe perfecto* ((://* 9:13 AM
(0) comments ![]() Wednesday, October 12, 2005 aiyoo,i never been blogging so often doesn't mean that i am lazy nehh,what if i say i m busy doing my work o studying??right right??wohoo..anyway,u guyz know me well -_-''BINGO i m lazy wakakaka~ Last saturday went to Thai club wif summer n friends~aiyoyo i agree with you man summer,we should go rush on that day,Thai club also not bad la but our age..=_= rush better hor??don't you think so?? Anyway,i enjoyed fooling around with summer hehe. ehh~ps://summer,don't lar so bad,whenever u c some ah beng dancing,don't enjoy urself n kept on laughin ni,must tell ur friends also ma,wohooo i also wanna laugh ok!~~ keke.o ya,summer,i need my purse back,me tak de iC la..no identity card,nanti polis tangkap!!ehh puasa sekarang,is time for the cop to cari duit leh haha lAst sunday~qian called me ..early in the morning...she said tim asked me wheter weanna accompany 2 watch mv a not..-_+ ehh...2 pm//me jez woke up..blur blur liddat..n said yes.. ..bla bla...................makan at asia cafe....then qian hs... monday!~..Evonne came back from malacca~and she asked me out yum cha..atcually i don't feel like going out on that night..but hor,this biatch sure screw me up n down wan haha.so i asked my bro fetch me to vonne hs,but my bro said he no money pump petrol*niama pukima* lame reason.. so i called my dad .. me:weiii~!!! kor dowan fetch me go 2 my frend hs la,he said no money to''ta yao'' i don care a..he iz giving me a lame reason nia..he just dowan to fetch me go.. u fai fai come back n throw money to him!! dad:haiyoo..u a!!=_= comign abck ..coming bac me:rmb fai fai a!!i m rushin.. 1 hourz later, dad came back,and he gave my bro 200 buckz,then i asked my kor me:wei..so now ..200 enof for u to ''ta yao'' a not kor:not enof a!!i owe my friend money laa me:*angwee*wtff!!! now u fetch a not@!!! kor:ok la ok la..wait ,i go bath now me:fai d la*faster!! 8 05,oopzz i am late..finally..i reached vonne hs ,sowee a dude..met mampreet ,n she was the driver!~miss u babe.!~..bla bla bla..went to club 7,then yum cha at asia cafe..then i ciaoz to qian house settle up some pro.. 11pluz...tim picked me up fr qian hs...then went to wc hs n fetch tat babi woon cong..omg..we went to 15 again..wc n sk went to takei again!! me n tim went 2 club 7 n played foosball..then..fetch wc n sk back..... me b cum the''shao hoi je'' teman tim makan angin till 4 am!~-_-'' ps://summer..wondering-_- amoi why u so free blogging everyday a??~ ps://homideaki n choon seng..don la make billy mad..keke..anyway..u guyz roccck nex tuesday,i takut nak pergi billy class...war of the war man.. choon seng..ur fault!!~ haizzz [x] *i can'tbe perfecto* ((://* 8:51 AM
(0) comments ![]() Sunday, October 02, 2005 sept pocket money-300+ math tuition feez-200++*200 for 8 class acc tuition-60 per month clothez+make up+bla bla-200 facial wash*dermalogica-1000++*mom paid for my course,so not sure oct..worst-_-'' pocket money-500 math tuition feez-200++ acc tuition-60++ braces-3000++ prom dress n thinngy-500++ travel feez n...new car!!+_+ ppity my dad...daddyi lov u so muchh!!!!!now i realize,me my bro,my sis..spend alotz..anyway..my dad tried his best n gave us everything we wantz..we love u!!!! muackz.. [x] *i can'tbe perfecto* ((://* 6:41 AM
(0) comments ![]() Saturday, October 01, 2005 i don't know why,i don't feel like blogging so often ..spm is around the corner,and i din't even study a single wordz!!-_- tracy a tracy..wake up!!omg,how can i be liddat,i must get all credit n score atlease 5 As for my spm ..@_@ argg,god bless me. anyway,alots thingz happened ..summer gurl broke up wif her bf..babe,don b sad,this is not the end,this is just the begining for you..b brave..i will alwayz be there for you.. my frend from bellisia*dermalogica facial center..-min ,she is going back to kuantan..gurl..i am going to miss u!!after my spm,i will bring my frends along to cherating n look for u ya!!~bla bla bla nth specail..went out at nightas usual..aduh!!!15 yum cha,cheras yum cha,bukit jalil there for aqua show haha,celebrate wif min n otherz..bla bla bla..my life... study!! study!! study!! travel!travel!travel work work work drift drift drift play play play diet diet diet fitness first omg watelse.. [x] *i can'tbe perfecto* ((://* 11:02 AM
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![]() `` tracy d crazy tiramicy~. :D ![]() About me::freedom princess aka tiramicy:: tracy.18.taylorzcollege.tourism student.I m tracy.tocm.ong.chinming suiluipao~~dong dong!basically i can be ur best friends and i can be a bad friend too~ muaxx=p i am alwiz good ya~ i treat u good when u respect me~ I am currently staying in Putra Height . my purpose in life is to"Be the Person you wan 2 be!!" Living life to the max and totally enjoying myself right now with my close friends!!~ I think i'm difficult and unpredictable,no one know what i'm going to show up or what i'm planning next. i'm not a person who is easy to get to know and understand,my feelings nd perceptions go deeper than words, I also enjoy socializing...i can crapz anything wif u muahaha!!.I likes to be original and do not mind going it alone. Independence,freedom and privacy are important to me!!and i also have a methodical mind,i'm a hard worker when i make up my mind to do a job.I also very impatient and hyper!!! I want things to be done as quick as possible.=p . i've a healthy optimism,waiting for the one true love.! ~ ![]() Loves Interests::myfamily::myfriends::foosball::interior design:: architecture::island::traveling::taking photos to remember a moment:: staring into frozen images n smile::coffee^alchohol addict:: frown upon that moment::getting lost in the meanings of the songs:: day-dreaming about what the future beholds::reading a gd book::shopping!!num one la:: sayin n doin stupid things 2 c ppl's reactions:get stoned talk n talk n talk/listen to ppl talk n talk:: shopping: clubbing::drinkin getting a bit high n tipsy wit my girlfrens n my bitchy male frens! and my cousin laughing my cheeks sore::screaming my head off:: teasing my frens sitting around with all my frens: lazing:: talking bout irrelevant/unimportant issues spending unnecessary cash:wasting our lifes away .. we only get to do that now:: =(![]() msn~chinming100@homtail.com yahoo messenger~freedom_princezz@yahoo.com skype~moodyprincess friendster 1 acc~freedom_princezz@yahoo.com friendster 1 acc~freedom_princess2@hotmail.com hi5~chinming100@hotmail.com zorpia~http://www.zorpia.com/islandlover multiply:http://www.moodyprincess.multiply.com
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