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"*life is a road...tat we must walk..to archieve wat we ve sought! a part of my life!!...*^" +
"*When I was just a little girl...*^" +
"*My momma used to tuck me into bed and she read me a story*^" +
"*It always was about a Princess in distress*^" +
"*And how a guy would save her and end up with the glory...*^" +
"*I'd lie in bed and think about the person that I wanted to be...*^" +
"*Then one day I realized the fairy tale life wasn't for me*^" +
"*I don't wanna be like Cinderella..*^" +
"*Sittin' in a dark old dusty cellar*^" +
"*Waiting for somebody, to come and set me free*^" +
"*I don't wanna be like Snow White waiting*^" +
"*For a handsome prince to come and save me..*^" +
"*On a horse of white, unless we're riding side by side...*^" +
"*Don't want to depend on no-one else*^" +
"*I'd rather rescue myself *^" +
"*Someday I'm gonna find someone who wants my soul, heart and mind*^" +
"*Who's not afraid to show that he loves me*^" +
"*Somebody who will understand I'm happy just the way I am *^" +
"*Don't need nobody taking care of me*^" +
"* I will be there for him just as strong as he, will be there for me*^" +
"*When I give myself then it has got to be, an equal thing*^" +
"*I can slay, my own dragon*^" +
"*I can dream, my own dreams*^" +
"*My knight in shining armour is me*^" +
"*So I'm gonna set me free *^" +

`` its my lifee. [#] `-

Tuesday, September 27, 2005

You're an Passionate Kisser

For you, kissing is about all about following your urges
If someone's hot, you'll go in for the kiss - end of story
You can keep any relationship hot with your steamy kisses
A total spark plug - your kisses are bound to get you in trouble
What Kind of Kisser Are You?

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Your Career Type: Artistic

You are expressive, original, and independent.
Your talents lie in your artistic abilities: creative writing, drama, crafts, music, or art.

You would make an excellent:

Actor - Art Teacher - Book Editor
Clothes Designer - Comedian - Composer
Dancer - DJ - Graphic Designer
Illustrator - Musician - Sculptor

The worst career options for your are conventional careers, like bank teller or secretary.
What's Your Ideal Career?

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Your Ideal Relationship is Marriage

You've dated enough to know what you want.
And that's marriage - with the right person.
You're serious about settling down some time soon.
Even if you haven't met the person you want to get hitched to!
What's Your Ideal Relationship?

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Your French Name is:

Remy Albert
What's Your French Name?

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You Are a Strawberry Daiquiri

You're a fun, playful drinker who loves to party.
You may get totally wasted, but you're always a happy drunk!
What Mixed Drink Are You?

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Your Hidden Talent

You're super sensitive and easily able to understand situations.
You tend to solve complex problems in a flash, without needing a lot of facts.
Decision making is easy for you. You have killer intuition.
The right path is always clear, and you're a bit of a visionary.
What's Your Hidden Talent?

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You Are 30% Boyish and 70% Girlish

Even if you're not a girl, you're very feminine.
You're in touch with your feelings, and your heart rules you.
A bit of a emotional roller coaster, one moment you're up and the next you're down.
But no matter what, you try to be as cute and perky as possible.
How Boyish or Girlish Are You?

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The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to those who have a split personality - cold as ice on the outside but hot as fire in the heart.

In love, you feel the most alive when your partner is patient and never willing to give up on you.

You'd like to your lover to think you are loyal and faithful... that you'll never change.

You would be forced to break up with someone who was ruthless, cold-blooded, and sarcastic.

Your ideal relationship is comforting. You crave a relationship where you always feel warmth and love.

Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.

You think of marriage as something that will confine you. You are afraid of marriage.

In this moment, you think of love as something you don't need. You just feel like flirting around and playing right now.

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Thursday, September 22, 2005

omg.i din't noe that our seni for spm iz held on next thursday,-_- ehhh i still walking inside my dreamz..*yao wen*,till my best bud fayefaye come and tell me about it..and wake me up..jaja
and thankz fayefaye..send me the questionz for spm..hmm i think i will prepair it tomorrow..but teacher malar sms me n she said tomorrow class on 11 30..omg..i have to wake up so early..damn it..!!bryan choo,u la..go pandai pandai cancelled the class,and we have to wake up early in themorning!!wtf..omigoshh..god blezz me..!~ish,now i am alone at home..my mom and her friends went to mid valleya nd watch moviez...pity me.. stay at home..ishh..haiz..because my mom said she only get 4 vip sitz..motha...which meanz i hav to stay at home la now??niama pukima...jiorrr..!!

spm question for those human who tkaing artz !!~

*1) sebatang paip telah pecah di tepi sebatang jln raya. kelihatan 2 org pekerja sedang membaiki kerosakkan tersebut. air membuak-2 dari kesan pecahan paip tersebut & membasahi ke2-2 pekerja tadi.
Lukiskan keadaan ini dgn memberi penekana kpd pecutan air yg membuak-2 dan aksi pekerja tersebut
2) beberapa barangan tin pelbagai saiz, botol minuman & bungkusan makanan ringan tersusun di atas rak dalam sebuah kedai runcit.
Lukiskan susunan ini dari jarak dekat dgn menggunakan perspektif satu titik lenyap . Penekanan hendaklah diberikan kepada susunan objek, bentuk dan jalinan.
3) pelbagai jenis sayuran spt : pucuk ubi, mentimum, jantung pisang, petai, kacang pangjang & labu manis terletak di atas sehelai kain. seorang wanita pertengahan umur yg duduk bersimpuh sedang membetulkan susunan jualannya.
lukiskan gambaran inin dgn memberi penekanan kpd bentuk jalinan sayuran + aksi wanita tersebut.
4) anda sedang menaiki bot & menghampiri sebuah jeti di perkampungan nelayan ketika air pasang.
lukiskan pemandangan jeti tersebut yg berlatar belakangkan suasana perkampungan nelayan dgn memberi penekanan kpd pewujudan ruang hadapan, tgh & blkg.
*5) anda telah tersesat di sebuah hutan cendawan raksaksa. hutan tersebut dipenuhi dgn pelbagai jenbis cendawan. batang cendawan raksaksa ini pula berduri dari pangkal hingga ke atas. kebanyakan cendawan ini tumbuhnya di tepi sungai yang airnya berwarna ungu kebiru-biruan.
lukiskan pemandangan ini secara dekat mengikut imaginasi anda dgn menitikberatkan jalinan & bentuk serta warna.
6) beberapa bentuk huruf & kacang tanah sedang bermain sepak raga bulatan. mereka bermain di sebuah kawasan yg unik & asing.
lukiskan suasana tersebut dgn memberi penekana kpd bentuk, jalinan huruf, & kacang tanah serta aksi objek-objek tersebut.

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Tuesday, September 20, 2005

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Monday, September 19, 2005

Can study continue STUDY
Can't study, work FACTORY
Cannot rely on CHARITY

Earn a lil SALARY
Just enough 4 daily ROTI
Go work no WIRA but LRT.

skolmatez formerly FRIENDLY
Daily treated 2KOPI
Now gradually get CRAZY
Behind me say I LAZY.

Boss has no SYMPATHY
Work alwayz must HURRY
Say I not enough BUSY
Often ask me do OT

Midnight go back by TAXI
TAXI surcharge KILLING ME
Now i pokai and NO MORE MONEY

Borrow from chettia kena EXTRA FEE
Coz money is never FREE

Boy/girl-friend go STEADY
Serious, and then MARRY
Ceremony and PARTY
joker-frendz give PANTY
No money$$ sure no HONEY

10 months later be DADDY
Wife at GH birth a BABY
Monthly pay back RHB
Earn not enough FEEL GUILTY

Jump down suicide and MATI
No money 4 funeral how to BURY
Go see God every thing hoping will JADI

Because MALAYSIA BOLEH. SEMUA JADI.~~

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happie mooncake festival~ well,went to my cousin hs and celebrate..and i kena screwed by my motha~hehe sowee,i supposed to celebrated wif my family and my mom's buddiez *all the sopo from bellissia~dermalogica,but i ffk them,my cousin called me and aks me to join them..around 5 something,i ciaoz la..hehe=p fuiyoo,i don dare to tell my mom ..i took my keyz and faster run out -_-''..stay there for one minutez,i m dead man~well damn alotz peopo went to stephy's hs, quek mei,pauline,vf,john,quekmei's sis,aleong,billy,and alotz more la,ofcourse my stupiak cousin bro's friends all there..all crazy fellow there..omg,i am sure that the night will never be quiet and it will be fun!!okie..eat..play..eat..play.....yadi yada..bla bla..till 1 something,@_@ noisy..my cousin's bro wanna bring me go yum cha with them..hehe sowe ya,tired haha.
thank you ya~john foo aka innocent boi.hehe i steal his picture fr his bloggie
johnny boi pro but dumb photographer~~booo haha ,anyway u guyz can go visit his bloggie,iz full of picture,well..lazy to upload...so.....sowee ya ,tracy=lazy

ps://thank you xiao qian aka leng leng .haiz-_-'' bryan told me tuition will be held on tomorrow morning 10 15,and suddenlly qian told me i hav to go skewl for donnoe art thinggy..omg....
i am sure that tomorrow will kena screw by teacher malar...siGh..die lor..and billy class at night..omigoshh..my stupiak mother sumore come and ask me go watch mv wif them at night-_- ishh..angwe..nevermind,i go yumcha wif theng they all after tuition wohooo..!! wohoo..trials is over but i just started studee for my spm!!! gonna burn the midnight oil for this 2 month..!!~
after spm..i am free!!! wohoo..i can drive everywhere,clubbing,yumcha,travel..wakkakaka
i think my mom n my ''shi jiu jiu'' wanna go beijing o shang hai..ishh..china agaiin..-_-
but i m going to japan o taiwan with my best bud fayefaye..!! wohoo..

well,well,my twin sis called me just now..n bla bla bla tok crapz.she told me tat she kena screwed by my mom...bla bla bla...why so long never come back and all those crapz!!!ishh..now u onli noe a..nikky ong..!!!ps://well nikky ong listen up,u better come back now,pity me la,when u r ot around,ur mom scold me like nobody business,ofcourse i fuck back nicely..hehe,i don care a..after u finish ur finalz,plz lan fan lei!!! and bring my yumi back as well..!!!

nite nite peopo!!~

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Saturday, September 17, 2005

Your Japanese Name Is...

Yumiko Saionji
What's your Japanese Name?

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Friday, September 16, 2005

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That no one should ever hurt another person so badly that it leaves a wound in tat persons' heart... If so, u r privileged enough to have found someone which u truly love and is the one who he/she will also love u back unconditionally...Word of advise ~~ never ever hurt a someone feelings,i know everyone did !! but...May it be with words or action that u can never take it back. Do not act like u don't care but actually u do really care...coz no one knows what u r thinking... but urself n u could just hurt someone badly just by doing that... Let every word that comes out of your lips be of praise and love and not out of anger or displease...Think before on wat u wanna said resulting having long frenzship... Take the initiative to talk out dissatisfaction and displease, trust me that it would help save the relationship in every way possible... Take time to cherish that person & do not ever take for granted that u can substitute the time that was wasted n those that has passed... Take time today to spent a quiet moment together, no words is necessary if the company is sufficient n fulfilling ...

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Wednesday, September 14, 2005

God took you away.
It doesn't seem fair,
but in the back of my mind,
uuU!! will always be there.

You weren't a close friend,
but our paths did cross,
and ur absence in this world,
is to me a great lozz.

You were too young to die, and
too innocent to feel that pain.
Only heaven benefits,
because you it has now gained.

I may think of you a little less
wif each passing day,
but ur strength is something I won forget, -
you ve changed me in a way.

I wish for u eternal peace;
tatz what you deserve my friend.
I hope I lead my life well enough
to meet up with u in the end.

i wrote this poem after my friend z Vincent fong died of cancer. His death made me realize how delicate life is.And now he is gone,he will never come back to our paradise,i cried and i told myself he is not gone,he just went to his paradise and a peaceful place with no pain and sadness..when i was young,i don't appreciate my life..A wrong turn down a fateful journe...can cause you 2 be hurt badly..i hope everyone around me can appreciate everything and everyone around them,u will never know wat will happenz tomorrow ..noe that my generation tends to have the mentality that we are invincible but I c now that we aren't.He taugh me to be brave and strong,he will pray for me in heavenz..

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Tuesday, September 13, 2005

I have seen so many things,broken lives shattered dreams..A life that is not what it means.life with that is not fair.If u've make a wrong turn down a fateful journey
it can hurt u badly..sometimes peopo ask why are u crying,atcually they don really care.. Life is often cruel and unfair,all 2 often other people don realli care..
Lonely at the top you must be a fool,and i m always the one who blame and b the fool..Suffer alone always is the most sadistically cruel.2 mnay things happend,2 many peopo passed by my life like a passing shipz ofcourse i appreciate everythings in my life,i believe that everyone is a gift by godz,and they do make a diff in my life But things don always go my way,when u ve taste the sweetest things,the nightmare ll always be the end.lies,lies,too mnay faker,backstaber n betrayer in my life..there is no more trust in my heart....so i tel myself i hav to b strong..i know tat onli true survivors win ever again..i don't blame those peopo hu make me cries,cause they taugh me 2 be brave and strong in another WAY..i promise myself i will fight to the end and be d bitter sworn.I wish I were a liquid being,cause liquid beings cannot b hurtzz,they don need 2 feel the pain,they do not need to be understood....I am nothing/but nothing canot feel thiz terrible hurtz and sadnezz..
I always wait out my protagonist in the end..My life's work is what I shall always defend.As if time heals all wounds and i say it won't
but thing go full circle but I don't.

I had been standing on top of the world, riding high
Life was moving and I was moving with it
Places to go,pepo to see, no time to stop n ask why
Like a horse in a race, I had taken the bit

But timez change, chancez get lost, thingz don’t go as planned
What I had wanted, what seemed in my grip
Completely erased out of the horizon I scanned
It seemed like my life had done a flipzz

Needless to say, this did not make me happy
I whined and pined to my buddiez on the phone
‘til they’d had enough, “Get a grip, Make it snappy!
Your bitching will leave you out on your own.

Oh man, this was bad, I needed answers now
I felt like I had lost my way
Someone, surely, must be able to show me how
This game of life should play.

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Sunday, September 11, 2005

peopo mountain poepo c!! get it??

john,me,n teng teng aka stephy
poser!! wohoo

happie,sharon,tracy,stephy,voonfei
we r the ladiez of d nightz
banana girlz power rockz!

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found yourself here huh. delighted, yes?

welll. the secret compartment has no secrets.
Shatter dreams broken life
Disaster without warning will always strike
I happened again and again
As if you have a target my friend
I have seen so many things
Broken lives shattered dreams
A life that is not what it means
It simply broken apart at the seams
A life with that is not fair
Some are rewarded who simple don't care
Being at the right point in time
Can cause supply and demand to pay you out just fine
A wrong turn down a fateful journey
Can cause you to be hurt badly
Pain that is hidden and excuses made
As if your committed suffering was not prepaid
Life is often cruel and unfair
All to often other people don't care
Lonely at the top you must be a fool
Suffer alone always is the most sadistically cruel
Win and the world lays at you feet
Hit an accident ands there will be few people to meet
Get credit when you win
Blame when you lose for you sins
It is a crime to be week society says
How you got there doesn't matter
Punish the weak and make them scatter
Often life dose to you what it can
Your crime is you are weak or unlucky in the end
So be strong and head my advice my friend
Only true survivors win ever again
It can be impossible to wait out a storm
A drowning man so tired can't even whistle a horn
So fight to the end I am bitter sworn
Tragedy won't make me bitter torn
I always wait out my protagonist in the end
My life's work is what I shall always defend
As if time heals all wounds
I say it won't
But thing go full circle but I don't

im slipping off the edge

im hanging by a thread

i wanna start this over again.