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"*life is a road...tat we must walk..to archieve wat we ve sought! a part of my life!!...*^" +
"*When I was just a little girl...*^" +
"*My momma used to tuck me into bed and she read me a story*^" +
"*It always was about a Princess in distress*^" +
"*And how a guy would save her and end up with the glory...*^" +
"*I'd lie in bed and think about the person that I wanted to be...*^" +
"*Then one day I realized the fairy tale life wasn't for me*^" +
"*I don't wanna be like Cinderella..*^" +
"*Sittin' in a dark old dusty cellar*^" +
"*Waiting for somebody, to come and set me free*^" +
"*I don't wanna be like Snow White waiting*^" +
"*For a handsome prince to come and save me..*^" +
"*On a horse of white, unless we're riding side by side...*^" +
"*Don't want to depend on no-one else*^" +
"*I'd rather rescue myself *^" +
"*Someday I'm gonna find someone who wants my soul, heart and mind*^" +
"*Who's not afraid to show that he loves me*^" +
"*Somebody who will understand I'm happy just the way I am *^" +
"*Don't need nobody taking care of me*^" +
"* I will be there for him just as strong as he, will be there for me*^" +
"*When I give myself then it has got to be, an equal thing*^" +
"*I can slay, my own dragon*^" +
"*I can dream, my own dreams*^" +
"*My knight in shining armour is me*^" +
"*So I'm gonna set me free *^" +

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Sunday, August 20, 2006

Okay~ finally i'm back,is been kinda long i never post any entries. Seriosuly this month is one of the most ulucky month in my life! But anyway everything's over now. I m reborn now=p wakaka Trisha!~ nobuta power^^ haha~ *cute classmate*. After so many things happend to me , finally i know who is worth to keep and who is those evil who messed up my life , i clearly noe what kind of friends i have haha~ Seriosuly in taylors ,i only can see few of my classmates is worth to keep~ some which is neutral and some is extrmely evil. Thanks cindy,you r so great~ love ya! n not forget gina=) . Well, seriosuly i don't really give adamn on those who hurt me. You are just giving me a lesson to let be a better person=>. Here u go,what i did on mua bufday haha
13th of august~ i hang out with tim,cong,qian,n my twin sis!! weird right,normally i don hang out with her and now she yum cha wif me n a bunch of mua buddies=p.Well we went out around 11pm , well...according to my sohai siter nikky ong information.we kena con n go all the way to ampang mc d,*koreantown* yum cha n kap cai~ till 3 am morning. Chit chat non-stop. I din't expect my sis can talk so much with mua friends wan =_+ fuiyoo,noisy untill!!!! the sky drop down, from old good days to new life, from friends to sex*_* i tell you, woon cong and my sis r ddamn freaking noisy on tat nnight* ooopz is morning. After that we planned to go steven corner which located at ampang continue our *limteh n blow water session* okay~ continue ...eat eat ear~ drink drink drink~ toktoktok~ o ya dude,steven coner's burung very nice wan!! go try haha~ Seriosuly wooncong they all r damn freaking curious why am i here yumcha-ing with them on my bufday eve, well dude!@!! because of some lame and selfish peopo, i m sad n down , that's the reason make me yum cha wif u all!!! stupiak~ u all shud noe who is tat lamer~ Well ofocurse as usual, hapie follong around wif u all. Can u imagine a~ cherr, they tok about their first time n and others boi xXx long or short=_= speechless i am lik..what the..F=_= my sis n cong started the topic. Oviously i m kinda quiet during the topic wakaka=p i m shy shy ma .Nikky ong mmg tak malu=p ..ok la is me i out ,happie? haha
Send my sis home ~ waliao...excusemuAh nikkyong, ur hubby hs is dman freaking far ok=_= omg!! luckly xian qian z there, if no, base on me n wooncong geh babi otak, we wouldn't get the way bec =p haha~ thanz lo tim n qian. Woong conng mmg useless! how u gonna woo ur ex bec liddat haha ooppps sorry la, so close wif u...u won angwee wan hor, and i don think u ll view my blog la, you got time also sei hui takei ledi=p. Well i went back home around 6 am.
!4thof august.~ I skiped all mua clas today.Atcually i went to college la, i wanna attend Mr.boey's class wan.But well something very sadening happennd.....One of my best friends hurt me badly.~ for all my close friend.no worries,i am okay now. Faye fetched me from college ...~Dine with summer,kacy,n faye~ thankz dalrings. Ate some special bbq => .

Atcually i supposed to work on 11,12,13 of august ~ for pc fair wan/..for some lame reason i onli worked on friday=p haha~ Worked wif cherlynn,choonseng,adeline n some others friends from other coll.~ Freaking lots of people lo~ gila=/ . Went to Klcc shop wif cher n adeline after all the angwee mood n went to coffee beans have adrink n gossip secssion~ &^(*&(*7 fuck MTEC!
gaga~

Cherlynn bufday is coming~ Faye bufday is coming weeeee august abbe rock ya!!!!
cherlynn's bbf swmming pool bufday party is on!!!~ haha~ cher don't giv a dman on those lamer which not worth kie~ biar la~ haha u got us!!!
thankz alotz to all mua friends for all the wishez once again~..thank you cherlynn,cindy,wc,tim,qian,summer,kc,steph,ivy,lc,jenny,nobuta,peipei,cheryl nimi,regina,chris,eefaun....n lotz more...thank you for all the wishes...o ya and not forget allan.haha~ thank you ya dude...for ur continuesly msg wishes haha~

tomorrow gonna have alil reunion party wif stephy,ashley,kc,nikky. Wakaka ~hot chic gonna dine wif me...aku ni hapie la~ tomorrow class end at 6 dmna freaking late so stephy gonna cum college n pic me up~ muack thankz darling~

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Tuesday, August 08, 2006

Can anyone dry up my tears~
seriously i wan my friends to be happie..i don mind givin my seat to you gm~
i m gonna hide my self on my bufday~
don worry i ll be okay~
tahznk faye,,,cher..cindy...teng...thanzk i love u all~

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Friday, August 04, 2006

Yesterday was a day to remember, one of my best freiend just broke up.And i think that wasn't that bad ,gurl..u ve make a right desicion! Not worth to waste your tears.You can definitely find a better person~compare to the bloody idiot~ I meanz the ex.He is super extrmely childish and don't have the qualification to be a girl's bf~ As what my friend Trisha said ,mou feng dou~ i think i should add on some otehrz thinggy~ he no look ,no money,no inner! babi~ go die la u LCJ
~I went out with tim,wc,and gm~ Went to Murni yum cha then after that yum cha at my place again~ Went home around 3 am....Slept till 1 somthing~ my mom la!!! damn woke me up, cause my uncle n my aunty was here@@ wtf man, Saturday la,bukan family day+__+
Well christina,me,gm back to single now~ Atcually 3 of us have d same personalities~
we talk alots but we always forgive n forget someone. Chatting with clara and trisha~ They all fed up about our classmate!! especially thats a gurl inside my class get mad easily, very selfish..always think about ownself only~ BABI FUC OFF LA~ Clara said she always keep queit but she realli wanna give her atight slap~ haha i support u man..~! she is 2 over~
one day peopo will burst out also ma right. And we said that another gurl inside my class have the same attitude t0o~ althought her size is extremely small but plz,she is a which!! omg
scary wei~ EVERYONE SAID TAT~ atfirst i never notice this..i mmg bodoh wan la~
Gina n cindy they notice damn long a go but theynv teel out.Gm told me about this...and i started to feel d same thing~They gossip alotz... clara n trisha is the neutral human~
gina n cindy t0o~ i like them=> chris,gm is like me~ we can be your good friend if u r good but we can be ur bad enermy too. Okay la..i bullshit ni~ i wanna express ym feeling! i wanna slap peopo! haha.
oopz did imention twc said debby n carmen l0ok lik a slut?=p wc ! bad boi

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found yourself here huh. delighted, yes?

welll. the secret compartment has no secrets.
Shatter dreams broken life
Disaster without warning will always strike
I happened again and again
As if you have a target my friend
I have seen so many things
Broken lives shattered dreams
A life that is not what it means
It simply broken apart at the seams
A life with that is not fair
Some are rewarded who simple don't care
Being at the right point in time
Can cause supply and demand to pay you out just fine
A wrong turn down a fateful journey
Can cause you to be hurt badly
Pain that is hidden and excuses made
As if your committed suffering was not prepaid
Life is often cruel and unfair
All to often other people don't care
Lonely at the top you must be a fool
Suffer alone always is the most sadistically cruel
Win and the world lays at you feet
Hit an accident ands there will be few people to meet
Get credit when you win
Blame when you lose for you sins
It is a crime to be week society says
How you got there doesn't matter
Punish the weak and make them scatter
Often life dose to you what it can
Your crime is you are weak or unlucky in the end
So be strong and head my advice my friend
Only true survivors win ever again
It can be impossible to wait out a storm
A drowning man so tired can't even whistle a horn
So fight to the end I am bitter sworn
Tragedy won't make me bitter torn
I always wait out my protagonist in the end
My life's work is what I shall always defend
As if time heals all wounds
I say it won't
But thing go full circle but I don't

im slipping off the edge

im hanging by a thread

i wanna start this over again.