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"*life is a road...tat we must walk..to archieve wat we ve sought! a part of my life!!...*^" +
"*When I was just a little girl...*^" +
"*My momma used to tuck me into bed and she read me a story*^" +
"*It always was about a Princess in distress*^" +
"*And how a guy would save her and end up with the glory...*^" +
"*I'd lie in bed and think about the person that I wanted to be...*^" +
"*Then one day I realized the fairy tale life wasn't for me*^" +
"*I don't wanna be like Cinderella..*^" +
"*Sittin' in a dark old dusty cellar*^" +
"*Waiting for somebody, to come and set me free*^" +
"*I don't wanna be like Snow White waiting*^" +
"*For a handsome prince to come and save me..*^" +
"*On a horse of white, unless we're riding side by side...*^" +
"*Don't want to depend on no-one else*^" +
"*I'd rather rescue myself *^" +
"*Someday I'm gonna find someone who wants my soul, heart and mind*^" +
"*Who's not afraid to show that he loves me*^" +
"*Somebody who will understand I'm happy just the way I am *^" +
"*Don't need nobody taking care of me*^" +
"* I will be there for him just as strong as he, will be there for me*^" +
"*When I give myself then it has got to be, an equal thing*^" +
"*I can slay, my own dragon*^" +
"*I can dream, my own dreams*^" +
"*My knight in shining armour is me*^" +
"*So I'm gonna set me free *^" +

`` its my lifee. [#] `-

Thursday, October 20, 2005

Well,i couldn't sleep well sience last week.*In other words,i've been staying on my pc monitor for more than 12 hours* siGhing@_@ .Totally stressed out man, damn spm!screw it~I'm currently preparing for my finals.Which means there's a miracle happend ,i've to sleep with my books for 1month.After that i'm gonna say byebye to all this''rubbish''Even my mom also din't expected me to study at night..she is extremely''ngong'',she asked me whether i got fever a not-_-ehh...Evil..hehe oops,i means me,myself hehe.

Yesterday ,i woke up kinda late..oops..sorry people,don get confuse about it,sience i couldn't slep at ngiht,so i ve make up my mind to study at night and b came pig during day time,so my day and night is totally opposite from others,ofcourse there'll be some abnormal human like me too..especially clubbers!!Normally my parents called it abnormal and ''night ghoshy''.
My friend's kiki called me asked me whether can join them yum cha a not.I took few second to answered him back,because i wasn't in my mood* just woke up ma.I 've decided to go yumcha with them,i quickly went to shower,because he said he will come and pick me up after 10 minutes,and stupiak kiki was a extremely unreasonable n impatient human!he said when he reach my house,he will ''hon'' till i walk out from my gate!sigH..U try and see,u can never c tomorrow!

I took my money from my table*well i left my purse at my friend's summer house,and i m damn freaking alzy to go Sri muda take it back,so i decided to become a illegal ''huamn''because i've no identity card right now!! bla bla,hari puasa sumore-__+.I quickly went downstair to amke sure kiki never do thsoe lame things,where i grabbed a banana and left a notez for my mom so that she wouldn't go berserk and call the police if i couldn't come back .

We went to some mamak near thai club there and yum cha.So we started our'' germany talk'' as usual*dek go gong in cantonese*One of my friend's name KK started telling us his funny greanmother story,is not that''granmother story'' u know,his real granma!!He told us he was staying with his grandmother beacuse his parents are in military and they move around alot,he said his grandmother was extrmely ''scary''atcually she was worried about KK n over protective ni la!!stupiak KK go said his grandma scary haha.he said whenever he woke up in the middle of the night and his grandma will holding a mirroe under his nose and make sure he was still breathing!*stupiak KK sumore acting there.One in a hall,everyone could finally let out our pent-up laughter. i laugh till tears were streaming down my cheecks..some of them even could hardly breath.SO..everyone was really high with their alchohol drinks and laughing non stop there.Probably they were incredibly babyish with all thweir funy lame jokesz ,however...i use to called them stupaid n childish in other words..wohooo.

I was kinda suprised u know,we crap till early in d mroning.d ane store also closed..from human to fashion..from bra to sex..but ofcourse everyone just''germany talk'' they are the biggest crappy fellow!`@_@ and i m tired..when i reached home,my mom started her greanmother story,she is damn annoying*wahh come bec so early hor*omg.i squeezed my eyes shut and i quickly went up to my room,i;ve a horrible feeling..haha..god bless me .i close my door and tooka deep breath,owhh,i m damn tired ..i took out my lense n ''boom'' slept till 8 somthting pm*wow 12 hours* ...

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found yourself here huh. delighted, yes?

welll. the secret compartment has no secrets.
Shatter dreams broken life
Disaster without warning will always strike
I happened again and again
As if you have a target my friend
I have seen so many things
Broken lives shattered dreams
A life that is not what it means
It simply broken apart at the seams
A life with that is not fair
Some are rewarded who simple don't care
Being at the right point in time
Can cause supply and demand to pay you out just fine
A wrong turn down a fateful journey
Can cause you to be hurt badly
Pain that is hidden and excuses made
As if your committed suffering was not prepaid
Life is often cruel and unfair
All to often other people don't care
Lonely at the top you must be a fool
Suffer alone always is the most sadistically cruel
Win and the world lays at you feet
Hit an accident ands there will be few people to meet
Get credit when you win
Blame when you lose for you sins
It is a crime to be week society says
How you got there doesn't matter
Punish the weak and make them scatter
Often life dose to you what it can
Your crime is you are weak or unlucky in the end
So be strong and head my advice my friend
Only true survivors win ever again
It can be impossible to wait out a storm
A drowning man so tired can't even whistle a horn
So fight to the end I am bitter sworn
Tragedy won't make me bitter torn
I always wait out my protagonist in the end
My life's work is what I shall always defend
As if time heals all wounds
I say it won't
But thing go full circle but I don't

im slipping off the edge

im hanging by a thread

i wanna start this over again.