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"*life is a road...tat we must walk..to archieve wat we ve sought! a part of my life!!...*^" +
"*When I was just a little girl...*^" +
"*My momma used to tuck me into bed and she read me a story*^" +
"*It always was about a Princess in distress*^" +
"*And how a guy would save her and end up with the glory...*^" +
"*I'd lie in bed and think about the person that I wanted to be...*^" +
"*Then one day I realized the fairy tale life wasn't for me*^" +
"*I don't wanna be like Cinderella..*^" +
"*Sittin' in a dark old dusty cellar*^" +
"*Waiting for somebody, to come and set me free*^" +
"*I don't wanna be like Snow White waiting*^" +
"*For a handsome prince to come and save me..*^" +
"*On a horse of white, unless we're riding side by side...*^" +
"*Don't want to depend on no-one else*^" +
"*I'd rather rescue myself *^" +
"*Someday I'm gonna find someone who wants my soul, heart and mind*^" +
"*Who's not afraid to show that he loves me*^" +
"*Somebody who will understand I'm happy just the way I am *^" +
"*Don't need nobody taking care of me*^" +
"* I will be there for him just as strong as he, will be there for me*^" +
"*When I give myself then it has got to be, an equal thing*^" +
"*I can slay, my own dragon*^" +
"*I can dream, my own dreams*^" +
"*My knight in shining armour is me*^" +
"*So I'm gonna set me free *^" +

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Monday, March 05, 2007

27/2/2007
GOSH~chinese new year holidays finished jor!! No more holiday!!argg seriously when you are getting older and older ,Chinese new year wasn’t as fun like last time=_= ,except for the gambling and holidays part. During the previous holidays , I basically spended my holidays with my friends and family , hpm I means those really close ones teehee. I rmb past few day ago , my friends and some of my brother’s friends came to my house and gosh!! Me,my twin sister , stephy and cherlynn was buzy ‘chai woi’ and the loser must drink beer!! Drink drink drink!! When the moment I look outsite( we r in the living hall , inside d carpet are) , a bunch of boys( my a kor friends) was stunned haha~ lots of laugh=_= tell you what , my sister was extremely crazy!! And a 100% sassy girlfriend!! Pity Melvin la haha. So for of us played like no body business ….
I purposely asked one of my brother’s friend name aik thiam *if I m not mistaken * =p come to our house and gamble wan haha , from my information he is one of the most kiasu human which I have nv seen before.@@ no joke, after the gamble sec , we really notice his kiasu skill =p.wakakaka jk jk if he is reading all this bullshit , I guess he will become hot hot hot hor?? Not bad not bad can boil water , and hot n sexy ma haha. Anyway my twin sister bet like nobody business , double-up, double-up till one of my bro’s friend’s kailoon said “woahh!! 5 $$ la wei” haha ,

14/2/2007
Happy valentines days to everyone, sigle ,married ,in a relationship or complicated ‘s one
It doesn’t matter!! Everyone have the right to celebrate this meaningful day~ it can be with you parents ,friends or loves one .Perhaps there is no more love in this world , we will not able to see a single smile on everyone’s face~ can you imagine everyone with a black face ??
Ha-ha I want to wish my baby oppa happy valentines day here , love you lots and miss you too , if baby you are with me right now , it must be fantastic and a amazing valentines. Work hard and enjoy in HK ya~ Baby going back to hometown Seoul soon ya…don be naughty a.

Yesterday was pretty busy~ overtime until 8 30 and I went to Tesco and buy some cny stuff~ =_+
Full of human s there goshh , I realize everyone’s look at me like one kind =_= . ha-ha this is the first time I walk at those hypermarket alone and my trolley is extremely full….till I heard one aunty said” wahh ,mai gam do a??” in Cantonese which means buy so many stuff!.
Yesterday I spend 600++ errr in Tesco? YES alaamakkk!! I can become young aunty d choi!!

After finished work ,I went out with to cherlynn house and that suipo let me walk up and down from her condo there sigh. Anyway , finally she force to accompany go to pyramid and have a express shopping section , bought 3 pairs of heels , one dress , shiheido make up stuff ….haha I know I am a devil haha , kesian cherlynn kena force to shop with me , so I decided to spend her dinner , went and ate sushi.
Cher’s mom kept calling , I have no idea why but sience I promise her I will fetch her back when her mom ‘da lo wen hui’ so I fetched that suipo back. After that went and pick teng ups and both of us went to that sei zai bao ccs house haha , when the moment that solou saw us , his reaction is damn shocking=_= halo!! He desperately want to go out tonight so we kicked his ass off and ask him go changed in few minutes wakaka .
Well after that I decided to go back home and changed 2=p haha , so teng n ccs sit in my living hall tok rubbish with my parents. Jadou!!! My dad a really damn sat lai wan haha , trying to make those lame joke wif my cousin teng!! Said what ‘oiyo teng jie ,lei jao hou lerr’ in Cantonese and yadi yada non stop till I came down from my room. Haha anyway I took pretty long to washed up la haha~ around one hours =p went to ss2 cuicui sui yum cha .hpmmm ccs ,me n teng 3 crazy fella drink alcohol together and passed our single valentines day kaka. That idiot ccs !!! kept on repeatin ivan ivan ivan infront of me!!!!!!!!!! wtf……jiorrrrrr cher a …u seeeeDAMN LO~ I spend 1000+ in 3 days..gosh….mati la me!!!! omgg hhaha see how my mom kick my asss~

13/2/2007
Is a brand new day!!! , as usual I don’t wish to wake up so early but my hand phones
Alarm reminded me that I’ve to kick my ass off wake up and go work!!!!
O ya dude?? Curious?? Work?>huh!!!! I thought u were studying in Taylor’s College
Ha-ha yaya!! But I apply deferment and I wanted to take a new course, so before I make
Up my mind I decide to go work first .At lease I‘ve got something to do and extra income!!
Haha how much is my paid? kaka secret but overall is pretty high ,I am satisfied with it.
I’m actually pretty lucky *wink* I am getting a degree graduated student’s salary=p
Ha-ha but my degree? Still on progressing =on the way= ma@@ ha-ha.
Anyway is pretty long I never keep in touch with my buddies because I am pretty busy

Nowadays, i almost quit all the night life? Huh sounds fake ? Not at all!! Once a while I do
~teehee~ hpmm Chinese new year coming dude!! Is the festival for all the kiddo?
Is a very good chance for the kids to buy new clothes, shoes, whatever they want with?
No begging .ha-ha. I really miss those old good days man! When you’re kiddo that time , you don’t Need to think as much as now, you don’t need all the stress and you can live peacefully
When you grew up, everything seem not to be that simple , you will definitely know the mean yet
Complicated world and the most important‘s one is human sense!! I found out this is the most terrible things I will never understand.

Time flies, I am 19 going on 20 gosh!!~ those childhood memories still fresh in my mind .i don’t want to grow up , but I know that is possible to happen in my life-_- oops is actually in everyone’s life . I realize a lot this few years. I experience a lot too.
Your good friends betray you?? you’ve lost your love’s one?? No big deals man! For me is all bullshit now. I use to be the most stupid girl in the previous days, but now I finally realize there is no need to waste my tears! But there are some give during all the bad old days too, I found out who is really important in my life. I really want to thanks to my twin sis, although I always fight with her and she is still a bitch for me=p but I appreciate what she did for me. And those buddies in my life , kacy,stephy,stef,summer,cherlynn,teng,ccs,fungyee,mayfong,kahyan,Cheryl,ccs,tevani, n fayefaye…actually a lots more ,we don’t see each others that often but we put each other in our mind.

Summer girl, you must be strong, don’t get upside because someone bang you with some brainless words , we are matured!! Of course we won’t give a dman on those people right? What they said and did to you will make you to be a better person!! Score better than him and say thank you to him!! Gosh!! I really damn tulan that brainless boi!! When I fly to Canada!! I will surely ask him fuck off damn! Seriously I have no idea why those childish words will come out from a 19 and going on 20’s boy?? Omg

Chinese new year, my company gonna shut down till 27 of February, actually is pretty long compare to others haha .
My family going somewhere ( which I don’t know where is it ) and I don’t plan to follow them ,I rather go out with my friends!! Plan to go out shopping with cherlynn ,faye….. When I was young, Chinese new years seem to be a big big day for me. Mummy will buy new clothes for us from the 1-15 days of cny haha~

Human sense is really complicated, which I don’t understand at all. I don’t see things that complicated and I don’t see people that deep, I think that is the main reason why I always became the victim. I seem to trusted people easily, and I don’t suspect people especially my friends will do bad things to me. Most of my friends scolded me, they gave me advice asked me not to trust people that easy and they actually said till the whole world’s human are fakes! Hpmm at first I don’t really take their advice but after I experience all the pain n suffer, I finally found out that is true!!! Don’t see things that simple!! Don’t judge people without knowing them well, although you know them well, they might change too, nothing is impossible in this world ~ anything might happen, anyone might be the next one who hurt you. So beware!! it seem to be very complicated and stress if you have to beware of all this things because when you really use your heart and treated someone I am sure that you won’t suspect that they will be the next one who hurt you the most right? I definitely understand the feeling, because I am always the stupid girl who become the victim and end up cry my ass off. Don’t understand why people can be that mean? How can they think so much of thingy when they are actually facing their own good friends or friends? Is very fake right? I believe that everyone will be in the same situation but I always choose to forgive and forget because is really hard for me to hate someone till the end of my life!! I will rather forget everything. No point I waste my energy on those people who don’t appreciate you*wink*

Yesterday my colleagues told me the same things again. Hester n Chan said I always think everyone is very simple and very easy to adapt to , they actually trying to tell me don’t judge people by the look , not only look and the most important things is don’t easily trust people , including themselves haha lol . they said everyone surrounding us might acting infront of us.

I am kinda slow, I admitted!! I don’t realize till I fall down =_= errrr , Is like I will rather make everything straight than twist here and there . but I finally know that it don’t work on some selfish people . why the world is so ugly nowadays? Why we have to beware of those people surrounded us?? And including your own friends and some closer friends .hpmmm I am afraid that one day everyone in this world going to wear a mask to survive!!

Things changed very fast~ one minute you are smiling and the next minute you might cry like a dead fish .

[x] *i can'tbe perfecto* ((://*
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found yourself here huh. delighted, yes?

welll. the secret compartment has no secrets.
Shatter dreams broken life
Disaster without warning will always strike
I happened again and again
As if you have a target my friend
I have seen so many things
Broken lives shattered dreams
A life that is not what it means
It simply broken apart at the seams
A life with that is not fair
Some are rewarded who simple don't care
Being at the right point in time
Can cause supply and demand to pay you out just fine
A wrong turn down a fateful journey
Can cause you to be hurt badly
Pain that is hidden and excuses made
As if your committed suffering was not prepaid
Life is often cruel and unfair
All to often other people don't care
Lonely at the top you must be a fool
Suffer alone always is the most sadistically cruel
Win and the world lays at you feet
Hit an accident ands there will be few people to meet
Get credit when you win
Blame when you lose for you sins
It is a crime to be week society says
How you got there doesn't matter
Punish the weak and make them scatter
Often life dose to you what it can
Your crime is you are weak or unlucky in the end
So be strong and head my advice my friend
Only true survivors win ever again
It can be impossible to wait out a storm
A drowning man so tired can't even whistle a horn
So fight to the end I am bitter sworn
Tragedy won't make me bitter torn
I always wait out my protagonist in the end
My life's work is what I shall always defend
As if time heals all wounds
I say it won't
But thing go full circle but I don't

im slipping off the edge

im hanging by a thread

i wanna start this over again.