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"*life is a road...tat we must walk..to archieve wat we ve sought! a part of my life!!...*^" +
"*When I was just a little girl...*^" +
"*My momma used to tuck me into bed and she read me a story*^" +
"*It always was about a Princess in distress*^" +
"*And how a guy would save her and end up with the glory...*^" +
"*I'd lie in bed and think about the person that I wanted to be...*^" +
"*Then one day I realized the fairy tale life wasn't for me*^" +
"*I don't wanna be like Cinderella..*^" +
"*Sittin' in a dark old dusty cellar*^" +
"*Waiting for somebody, to come and set me free*^" +
"*I don't wanna be like Snow White waiting*^" +
"*For a handsome prince to come and save me..*^" +
"*On a horse of white, unless we're riding side by side...*^" +
"*Don't want to depend on no-one else*^" +
"*I'd rather rescue myself *^" +
"*Someday I'm gonna find someone who wants my soul, heart and mind*^" +
"*Who's not afraid to show that he loves me*^" +
"*Somebody who will understand I'm happy just the way I am *^" +
"*Don't need nobody taking care of me*^" +
"* I will be there for him just as strong as he, will be there for me*^" +
"*When I give myself then it has got to be, an equal thing*^" +
"*I can slay, my own dragon*^" +
"*I can dream, my own dreams*^" +
"*My knight in shining armour is me*^" +
"*So I'm gonna set me free *^" +

`` its my lifee. [#] `-

Friday, September 29, 2006

I always feel amazed when i see someone worked hard and earn money by their ownself , it doesn't matter the lvl of education ,it can be a old man tryiing so hard to sell tissue paper around the mamak store or normally we can see there are quite lots of handicap people selling their handicraft around the restaurant or night market. rmb las few week ago , me and my peeps was chating and drinkin at the mamak*nearby sunway* and i saw a indian man which look like a typical indian man haha ,he was selling all the keropok to us table-to-table ,and you know that normaly he will rejected by pepo,but he still said thank you and smile with us and i told my friend "he is not special and he is not rich but he look great when he work hard " sometimes i wonder how come we can all be so ignorant and evil,i was sitting in an air-conditioned car - and i was busy complaining and yadi yada~then i looked outside the window as we passed a construction sites, and saw a men dressed in long sleeves and multiple layers, pushing a heavy wheelbarrow full of sand. and when it started raining, we can all sit comfortably in our cars while they still had to conntinue their work or try to seek shelter under a nearby tree. And we can often see there are lots of senior *age 60++* working so hard outsite ,and whenever i saw them ..my heart 's hurt. I don't wanna see them so sanfu=_= they suppose to sit at home and enjoy with their family ,iknow not everyone can be the same... And when i was young ,i often saw a uncle *handicap*he can't walk in a proper way and he can't really balance when he is walkin and he is always walking around to sell ''toto'' to people ,and you know what !! i saw him at sungai way restaurant in d morning and suddenli in d noon i saw him at sunway ,dinner time he can probably be in Subang. People ,he is not superman!! and he can't drive, he don't have the money to take public transport ,he used his own leg *no.11 bus* and walked!!! can you imagine how far waz the distance?? i really wann salute to d uncle ,and time 've passed ...is already 10 years till now, he is still doing the same thing, walking around and selling toto to people , and my mom told me he had a son,which is currently in University doing his master degree .I m lik wtf ,suddenly i felt like crying @@ i dono why. He is not rich, he is not handsome, he don have any breanded T-shit, he wore pasar malam T-shit but seriously he is one of the human that i really wanna salute to.

Sometime,i felt that i'm too lucky to have all the tHings .
Sometime,i felt so unlucky when i can't get certain thinggy.
And i think i shouldn't be too materialitic ,cause
i'm too lucky to have what i have now.

Fridaynight.i'm not out.i'm at home.miracle??
not really .haha. i miss my room
nth special today, i nv slept at all las night ,till this morning i went to bec andi slept till 3pm.i noe i;m abnormal now.My day and night time r turning upsite down now, arg!! i need to get bec my life *wondering*
~my dad decided to buy me a car,going to sign all d statement tomorrow.
~And my mom decide to apply another credit card for me just to pump petrol and pay my fees.*mom how about shopping* =p
~my bro told my dad he wanna start his own business last few week ago, and i guess everything is okay and smooth.He is extremely busy nowdays, i haven't have a chance to see him.Hope that he'll success in his business career la~ haha so that i'll gte benefit from u kor=p
~my twin sista and his hubby are doing great there.Nth special haha she bought us mooncake*yummy* fr mandarin oriental hotel. Chocolate mooncake haha~ thank you muakaka
~youngest sista- my mom bought her contact lenses*sei oi leng* haha all my sibling had 4 eyes=p and when we turned to 13,we started2 wear contac lense,so is her turn now.
* hehe my mom bought me green colour fresh-con =p haha 10q lo

And i told my mom i 'll finish my diploma in Taylors college and i'll leave to UK after that. I don't wanna waste my time, is not that studee is not important but i wanna learned to be independent and experience the differences.There are alots of knowledge which we can't get it from a book.Going to work there while travelling there, and my mom agreed so now what i have to do is apply my holidaymaker visa. life life life!!!
Tomorrow goin to sunway pj7 MCA,there is a event to celebarte d incoming mooncake festival~and i 'm going there to help up,no choice haha my aunty asked me to help,takkan i say no=_= MCA
haha steph,we r gonna be the woman of d night*banana* haha
Monday start training,wish me luck peopo.One of my senior told me my placement succk and the boss is very mean and bitchy haha.gosh my nightmare=_= can i survive til december?? boleh ke??
haizzzzz

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found yourself here huh. delighted, yes?

welll. the secret compartment has no secrets.
Shatter dreams broken life
Disaster without warning will always strike
I happened again and again
As if you have a target my friend
I have seen so many things
Broken lives shattered dreams
A life that is not what it means
It simply broken apart at the seams
A life with that is not fair
Some are rewarded who simple don't care
Being at the right point in time
Can cause supply and demand to pay you out just fine
A wrong turn down a fateful journey
Can cause you to be hurt badly
Pain that is hidden and excuses made
As if your committed suffering was not prepaid
Life is often cruel and unfair
All to often other people don't care
Lonely at the top you must be a fool
Suffer alone always is the most sadistically cruel
Win and the world lays at you feet
Hit an accident ands there will be few people to meet
Get credit when you win
Blame when you lose for you sins
It is a crime to be week society says
How you got there doesn't matter
Punish the weak and make them scatter
Often life dose to you what it can
Your crime is you are weak or unlucky in the end
So be strong and head my advice my friend
Only true survivors win ever again
It can be impossible to wait out a storm
A drowning man so tired can't even whistle a horn
So fight to the end I am bitter sworn
Tragedy won't make me bitter torn
I always wait out my protagonist in the end
My life's work is what I shall always defend
As if time heals all wounds
I say it won't
But thing go full circle but I don't

im slipping off the edge

im hanging by a thread

i wanna start this over again.