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"*life is a road...tat we must walk..to archieve wat we ve sought! a part of my life!!...*^" +
"*When I was just a little girl...*^" +
"*My momma used to tuck me into bed and she read me a story*^" +
"*It always was about a Princess in distress*^" +
"*And how a guy would save her and end up with the glory...*^" +
"*I'd lie in bed and think about the person that I wanted to be...*^" +
"*Then one day I realized the fairy tale life wasn't for me*^" +
"*I don't wanna be like Cinderella..*^" +
"*Sittin' in a dark old dusty cellar*^" +
"*Waiting for somebody, to come and set me free*^" +
"*I don't wanna be like Snow White waiting*^" +
"*For a handsome prince to come and save me..*^" +
"*On a horse of white, unless we're riding side by side...*^" +
"*Don't want to depend on no-one else*^" +
"*I'd rather rescue myself *^" +
"*Someday I'm gonna find someone who wants my soul, heart and mind*^" +
"*Who's not afraid to show that he loves me*^" +
"*Somebody who will understand I'm happy just the way I am *^" +
"*Don't need nobody taking care of me*^" +
"* I will be there for him just as strong as he, will be there for me*^" +
"*When I give myself then it has got to be, an equal thing*^" +
"*I can slay, my own dragon*^" +
"*I can dream, my own dreams*^" +
"*My knight in shining armour is me*^" +
"*So I'm gonna set me free *^" +

`` its my lifee. [#] `-

Saturday, July 15, 2006

Saturday~no class today so ofcourse i will sleeping till the sun shine tru my ass =p tee hee~
i woke up around 2 oclock and i went down stair and serach for some food like a rat~ but my mom so mean stick a lil memo at the fridge there::tracy! don't eat so much.must diet::gosh~
my mood swing to the max when i saw this note+_+i knew it~i gained almost 10 kg in this 2 year. Okay la ,for my own good ,i think i better start my diet balancing meal start from today~
I am chatting with one of my close bud GM( she is not gm la~just a short form from her own name-guek mei ) haha we r chatting about life and Mr.right .Well TGM!! What's your plan for tonight>? nak makan naan ke? No future wan la~
Well, world cup is officially habis right now~sob sob~anyway is good for me lar=p so i won get broke ~I don't think i wanna be vf him anymore ,i hurt him and i feel so bad. He is a great boi , but he is not my Mr.right. u got d face,got d money, and u r so great wif ur own character ,so i hope you will lead ur life well and find a better gurl in ur future~ sorry MV~
Result coming out on monday~ damn~ screw it wei, my term 2 result wasn't that good,especially math,i really wanna bei hui sei ,guess what i get for my math?>? iz 6.2 over 20
gosh~ can you believe it ,but anyway i nv pass my math before in my high school~ but i get As in my PMR n ofcourse i pass my Spm as well.Scratching my head off, thinking why don't Malaysia gouverment ban n cancell all the math or ''numbers123 related sub'' wakaka~
Hope i can pass my term 2 test~ i think it should be okay la, i am not that dumb anyway=p wakaka the rest opf my subjets is stil okay and sap sap water la~ PA can cover back all my marks wakakaka=p (sombong ni) cheh~ jk la~i m alwiz that tai fong =p wakakaka
Waliao ,who noez i fail a??thta time i realli need to bang my head to the wall or jump down from KLCC lo. err choi choi choi ~ won't wan,blek=p ker kerr~ fatimah kerker.janji pass kan!
I 'm broke now~ i don't know where i spended all mua money wei~ my mom alwiz scold me ,buy rubbish =_= err apa la ni!!! lee ker hui also said my handbag l0ok lik tong sampah wakaka ish ish, never throw the candy's wrapping paper doesn't meantong sampah la wei!! yerrrr
One more month ,i'm 18!! hehe yea i m 18 d lU~ My senior's lay class gonna organize a domestic tour to penang on 12th of August ,which mena i cna go there celebrate bufday la~ wakaka!
good good~ i went to Penang plenty of time, i donno why, i just love it so much~ the food, the culture, the beach~ the sunset*teehee* it was extremely nice ya, so any couple who wanna spend a romantic days ,go la kie haha~too abd i m single , nvm la~ go obserb peopo =p haha weirdo~ Gonna go jogging later,really must make up my mind n kam fei d lo~ my mom alwiz shoot me indirectly wan ish~ some of my friend worse, they said :tracy u go diet la, u sure very pretty wan:,:tracy u diet d i sure kao u wan: omg so mean la wei~ which mean now i not pretty at all? oo i diet d ,u kao me u think i wan la??dong!!!! i damn hate those boi wan! only noe how to look at gurl's face and body, ofcourse i nv say don see la ,but for me inner beauty is much more important~
One of my close frend from my high school msg me yesterday and he told me her just broke up and he is lik a dead fish,so down n sad~i ve nv seen him lliddat~ he used to be a play boy last time But he said when he make up his mind n wanna be serious wif d gurl, the gurl asked for break~ it hurts lotz~ but who aks U !! las time alwiz dump girls jek+_+ oopizie i not suppose to tease him hor ,so bad~Haiya but i think he gonna be okay soon~ after one week he wil come n tel me he is in lov wif whowhowho~ dah bosan ni!~ haha anywya good luck dude=p
Okay la~ i stop bullshit-ing here fust~ ciaoz c ya muaxxx

[x] *i can'tbe perfecto* ((://*
12:25 AM

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found yourself here huh. delighted, yes?

welll. the secret compartment has no secrets.
Shatter dreams broken life
Disaster without warning will always strike
I happened again and again
As if you have a target my friend
I have seen so many things
Broken lives shattered dreams
A life that is not what it means
It simply broken apart at the seams
A life with that is not fair
Some are rewarded who simple don't care
Being at the right point in time
Can cause supply and demand to pay you out just fine
A wrong turn down a fateful journey
Can cause you to be hurt badly
Pain that is hidden and excuses made
As if your committed suffering was not prepaid
Life is often cruel and unfair
All to often other people don't care
Lonely at the top you must be a fool
Suffer alone always is the most sadistically cruel
Win and the world lays at you feet
Hit an accident ands there will be few people to meet
Get credit when you win
Blame when you lose for you sins
It is a crime to be week society says
How you got there doesn't matter
Punish the weak and make them scatter
Often life dose to you what it can
Your crime is you are weak or unlucky in the end
So be strong and head my advice my friend
Only true survivors win ever again
It can be impossible to wait out a storm
A drowning man so tired can't even whistle a horn
So fight to the end I am bitter sworn
Tragedy won't make me bitter torn
I always wait out my protagonist in the end
My life's work is what I shall always defend
As if time heals all wounds
I say it won't
But thing go full circle but I don't

im slipping off the edge

im hanging by a thread

i wanna start this over again.