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"*life is a road...tat we must walk..to archieve wat we ve sought! a part of my life!!...*^" +
"*When I was just a little girl...*^" +
"*My momma used to tuck me into bed and she read me a story*^" +
"*It always was about a Princess in distress*^" +
"*And how a guy would save her and end up with the glory...*^" +
"*I'd lie in bed and think about the person that I wanted to be...*^" +
"*Then one day I realized the fairy tale life wasn't for me*^" +
"*I don't wanna be like Cinderella..*^" +
"*Sittin' in a dark old dusty cellar*^" +
"*Waiting for somebody, to come and set me free*^" +
"*I don't wanna be like Snow White waiting*^" +
"*For a handsome prince to come and save me..*^" +
"*On a horse of white, unless we're riding side by side...*^" +
"*Don't want to depend on no-one else*^" +
"*I'd rather rescue myself *^" +
"*Someday I'm gonna find someone who wants my soul, heart and mind*^" +
"*Who's not afraid to show that he loves me*^" +
"*Somebody who will understand I'm happy just the way I am *^" +
"*Don't need nobody taking care of me*^" +
"* I will be there for him just as strong as he, will be there for me*^" +
"*When I give myself then it has got to be, an equal thing*^" +
"*I can slay, my own dragon*^" +
"*I can dream, my own dreams*^" +
"*My knight in shining armour is me*^" +
"*So I'm gonna set me free *^" +

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Monday, July 31, 2006

Ordinary day~went to college late because i purposely wanna skip english clas to take this short but usefull period to do revision for my math~ gonna sit for mua assessment s0on~ But before that i ahve to rush to taipan to helped my mom bank in sumthing~ When i recahed college ,is around 1145* class suppose start at 11* when the moment i wlaked inside lounge ,i saw all my classmate was sitting there,on line la,chit chat la, eating la~ ok la~automatically i get it d la~
class ve been cencelled la@@ haha I love cindy alotz~ she is mua best best best sifu~=p
i admit la, i am those lazy bug who did all the last minute revisionand only ll strat burning the midnight oil before the final is near~ otherwise i won give adamn=p seriously i don give admna!
i live for myself~ not for the book! although sometime i m overly lazy la=p but i still have my own way to study~ well math assessment wasn't that bad,i meanz not as bad as last term la=p atlease i m able to answer all d question,omg last term is like dman fucking hard,i just screwed up the whole paper! that's why i said plz ban all the numbers related subject~ And now whenever my firends wanna tease me,they ll say :tracy,come,letz do math: :tracy~ come is ur favourite sub!: omg~ rmb that day my last term math lec was inside d same lift wif me n sum of m buddies~ and everyone startedlaughing and ms.hema asked how am i doing....so i just tried my best to answer her in a serious way la=p mana tahu cindy,jack,gm,n etc start laughing d~ and Ms.hema said ofcuz i 'll rmb her haha,she said''i am her fav sub lec'' omg~
malu ni!! haha anyway i like her but i hate math! thats it=p
Well, after math....there s still some class to be continue~ thats why i hate monday!! wtf man..my clas is until 6 =_= .Seriosuly i have no idea what to do with the boi~ errr soemone la...which i m not really close to..but he gave me a realli diff feelingz,may be he might be really outstanding o popular to others la...But anyway he is just an ordinary boy la...i don't understand why all the girls kept staying their eyez on him wan~ it doesn't make sense huh~!
And there is a girl in my class is dmna dmna fucking obviously admiring at him wna la...but she just don dare to show it out infront of us~ cause normally our class girls use to say she is desperate of boys~haha anyway girl keep it up la~ i very geng wan wei observe peopo~ in otherz word is 8 la!
i Just can't stand people who ignore me and don;t trust me...it hurt badly if some of ur close friends or even family did that to you..i am extremyl sad right now....my tears dropeed like watrefall...it never stop falling from ym eyes~ i don't know why... am i going to be mad or sumthing ....fcuk it..i hate it~
Seriosuly i don't really like those people who fake m life upside down~ ..cna you all just back off !!i don't need someone who alwiz ask why am i crying but they don really care what i feel~
I talk alots,i smile everyday,i laugh out loud , it doesn't meanz i am happy~
I only show my feeling to some of close friends~ i m afraid of being betray....it happend n happend....i m tired of being in those situation...~ iit make me grow up lotz...
Last time i use to judge someone b their l0ok ..but now it will never ever come into my mind~
I use my heart to be friend with thos ewho got the heart~ not the l0ok
Ofcourse there r stil lotz peopo who hav the l0ok n alos the heart la~ haha
But i really don give a dmna on those who think they r so fucking pretty n handsome n ignore otherz 's one~ u back off man~
I m no longer d flying butterfly~i m now like a dead fish~
i need my life back!!!!!!! i wan ti bec!!!!!! Seriosuly i think my college's friends alll no life wan lo
i meanz some !! not all haha~ there r stil a few whivch i think they ve their own colouful life...
like gina,cheryl,kahyan*oopz....beside gina..they r all mua best friend bec fr high skol~*
I m afraid of losing all my friends~ although i noe someday we gonna seperate in diff countries...but we alwiz have agathering o some reunion party~...
that dya one of my friend ch0on seng ask me to promised him...we have to keep in touch nomatter what happednd !~ don't worry dudde~ i noe whatz ur feeling right now~ i ll alwiz be there for u!!! Friends is somehting that grow my life~ u all pain n colour up my life~
Which i noe..there is no one is perfetc..but i m trying ym best to be aperfect person...
i ll continue luv myself n everyone around me~
i ll accept sumthing new~...love ya dude~

[x] *i can'tbe perfecto* ((://*
8:03 AM

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found yourself here huh. delighted, yes?

welll. the secret compartment has no secrets.
Shatter dreams broken life
Disaster without warning will always strike
I happened again and again
As if you have a target my friend
I have seen so many things
Broken lives shattered dreams
A life that is not what it means
It simply broken apart at the seams
A life with that is not fair
Some are rewarded who simple don't care
Being at the right point in time
Can cause supply and demand to pay you out just fine
A wrong turn down a fateful journey
Can cause you to be hurt badly
Pain that is hidden and excuses made
As if your committed suffering was not prepaid
Life is often cruel and unfair
All to often other people don't care
Lonely at the top you must be a fool
Suffer alone always is the most sadistically cruel
Win and the world lays at you feet
Hit an accident ands there will be few people to meet
Get credit when you win
Blame when you lose for you sins
It is a crime to be week society says
How you got there doesn't matter
Punish the weak and make them scatter
Often life dose to you what it can
Your crime is you are weak or unlucky in the end
So be strong and head my advice my friend
Only true survivors win ever again
It can be impossible to wait out a storm
A drowning man so tired can't even whistle a horn
So fight to the end I am bitter sworn
Tragedy won't make me bitter torn
I always wait out my protagonist in the end
My life's work is what I shall always defend
As if time heals all wounds
I say it won't
But thing go full circle but I don't

im slipping off the edge

im hanging by a thread

i wanna start this over again.