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"*life is a road...tat we must walk..to archieve wat we ve sought! a part of my life!!...*^" +
"*When I was just a little girl...*^" +
"*My momma used to tuck me into bed and she read me a story*^" +
"*It always was about a Princess in distress*^" +
"*And how a guy would save her and end up with the glory...*^" +
"*I'd lie in bed and think about the person that I wanted to be...*^" +
"*Then one day I realized the fairy tale life wasn't for me*^" +
"*I don't wanna be like Cinderella..*^" +
"*Sittin' in a dark old dusty cellar*^" +
"*Waiting for somebody, to come and set me free*^" +
"*I don't wanna be like Snow White waiting*^" +
"*For a handsome prince to come and save me..*^" +
"*On a horse of white, unless we're riding side by side...*^" +
"*Don't want to depend on no-one else*^" +
"*I'd rather rescue myself *^" +
"*Someday I'm gonna find someone who wants my soul, heart and mind*^" +
"*Who's not afraid to show that he loves me*^" +
"*Somebody who will understand I'm happy just the way I am *^" +
"*Don't need nobody taking care of me*^" +
"* I will be there for him just as strong as he, will be there for me*^" +
"*When I give myself then it has got to be, an equal thing*^" +
"*I can slay, my own dragon*^" +
"*I can dream, my own dreams*^" +
"*My knight in shining armour is me*^" +
"*So I'm gonna set me free *^" +

`` its my lifee. [#] `-

Friday, July 28, 2006

is 1.03 am right now,i'm crying infront of my monitor~ i watched d japanese drama gain*god,please give me more time* whenever i m down or sad,i will watch it~ it doesn't matter how many freaking times i watch it.Seriously i am able to control myself now,back to last few years ago ,i can cry within 1 minute...I stil remember i cried everyday back to 2 years ago...i don't blame them, i told myself i won't blame anyone who hurts me,because they taught me to be abetter person.I've learn to be tough after all those thinggy,although it take 3 years to recorver back...but for me it worth. My life is like passing ship, people walking in and out in my life like a routine ,best friends,liar,betrayer appear all the time,i don't runaway from it...i face it~
Whenever someone hurt me till mad, i cried but i tell myself i must be strong,only true survivor ll ever win in this mean generaton.

God, Please Give Me More Time!*
is an extremely tear-jerking piece that just makes you fall in love as well as feel for the characters. in this series really impressed me.It make me understand how delicate life is.

I wish i was a liquid being,liquid being don't need to feeel the pain and hurt~ Seriously i don't like those fake people around me.I don't wanna bother them at all...but the world doesn't allow me to do this ,please please please~ i hate people who talk without their heart~is like u tend to be so caring..when someone crying,u ask why r he/she crying but atcually u don't really care. Don't you u feel it was so fake....

Seriosuly i have afew friends which is kinda close to me, but i don't have the chance to ask them ,they seem like no boy will die liddat~ =_= err izit true? haha may be i m kinda abnormal~I really can't stand my class girls la ,omg some is like a drama queen,got any drama competition..they will definitely be the first,some are like no boys will die, some even worse..so desperate for boys, i have no idea why.~ errr seriously sometime i wanna call them sohai but i won la ofcourse ,they are all my friends.
Ofcourse i noe my ownself have no qualification to talk about others but atlease i experience the best the worse before.For those who r in love ,really hope you girls will appreciate d most importat things for girl la kie haha, although is a bit kolot but is true for me. You don't need to lie to ur ownself...u might lie to the whole world..but not ur ownself.~
For those who looking for boys wan n desperate of boys wan.....gambateh la~ Hope u all get ones in ur future haha~
For my ownself~ haha i m happy to be single rigt now~ i know i m kinda complicated~ i really wanna thankz to a few guyz who take care of me no matter what happen...We r friends right, you guyz ll find a better girls which can be 1000x prettier than me and bettre than me~
~i think thatz all bullshti for now~

[x] *i can'tbe perfecto* ((://*
10:05 AM

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found yourself here huh. delighted, yes?

welll. the secret compartment has no secrets.
Shatter dreams broken life
Disaster without warning will always strike
I happened again and again
As if you have a target my friend
I have seen so many things
Broken lives shattered dreams
A life that is not what it means
It simply broken apart at the seams
A life with that is not fair
Some are rewarded who simple don't care
Being at the right point in time
Can cause supply and demand to pay you out just fine
A wrong turn down a fateful journey
Can cause you to be hurt badly
Pain that is hidden and excuses made
As if your committed suffering was not prepaid
Life is often cruel and unfair
All to often other people don't care
Lonely at the top you must be a fool
Suffer alone always is the most sadistically cruel
Win and the world lays at you feet
Hit an accident ands there will be few people to meet
Get credit when you win
Blame when you lose for you sins
It is a crime to be week society says
How you got there doesn't matter
Punish the weak and make them scatter
Often life dose to you what it can
Your crime is you are weak or unlucky in the end
So be strong and head my advice my friend
Only true survivors win ever again
It can be impossible to wait out a storm
A drowning man so tired can't even whistle a horn
So fight to the end I am bitter sworn
Tragedy won't make me bitter torn
I always wait out my protagonist in the end
My life's work is what I shall always defend
As if time heals all wounds
I say it won't
But thing go full circle but I don't

im slipping off the edge

im hanging by a thread

i wanna start this over again.