.whateva will be.will be.~d'ordinary tracy~

new blog

2007-03-07T07:51:00.000-08:00

http://www.tiremicy-tracy.blogspot.com

hey human!! tracy's bloggie pindah rumah ya!!!!
but once in a million yearz i might post some entries here geh!!!
muackkk
good day!!!!!!!! love u all~

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2007-03-05T03:09:00.000-08:00

^friends. who can realli make a diff in my life~

^hpmm last few week ago went to genting with
my cousin n uncle....she is my siao po cousin
jannie*

taken on ...dono when
me,joey g, leatitia
*that day i receive shamin( producer for remote control)
msg and she told me me n leatitia shooting for topshop
will shown on friday n sunday~ waliao!! seriosuly i wouldn't
dare to watch lo!! if i see it...i ll definitely bang the tv=_=

Saturday
Well today was my unlunky day! Damn ! my car’s water boiling like nobody business again =_+
I try my very best to drive slowly and so that I can manage to drive back from work.
Hpm my mom sent my car to repair and you noe what!!! I only can get back my car on Monday.
=_= my Saturday fever goshh! And afterthat I had a bad argument with my mom@@ omg what a bad Saturday. I supposed to go my friend’s kacy house for cny open hs geh , but everyone’s out!~! I have no car omg!! Nvm so I sms faye and asked her whether she is going kc house or not , if she is going , hope that she can fetch me along unfortunately she replied me something that make me very disappointed , while I reading her msg , my tears drop down from my eyes non stop , seriously I have no idea why am I crying ? for nothing? Ofcourse not!! Things happened with a reason , tracy only cry for those peopo who worth in my life….I don’t wana tell out the detail about our conversation, cause I don’t want because of all this bullshit and spoil our friendship.
Okay evening , cherlynn,teng called up and they planned to eat steamboat , so I told cherlynn I have no car today ,asked her come fetch me and ofcourse she did said is far but after all my ‘’dou lei’’ she decided to come my house and fetch me . I’m really happy ccl will understand what I mean and seriously we understand friendship can’t go strong when the word selfish appears! Haha I dono why my friends so smart wan lo!!! Reached my house d , can get thru my hanphone n house phone of course go press my doorbell ma, smart till go behind my house and screamed=_=
*raining*, lucky I was inside my room and I heard some one screaming my name TRACY !!tracy!! So I quickly run down to my kitchen and =_= …jadou man haha
i wonder my neighbors will make polis report or not =p haha macam pencuri je. That sei waijun a!!! And that seipo theng a~ kept saying i very wai!! Haha they said they actually hon kinda long d but halo!! Is raining outside and my door was locked , imagine they r hon-ing outside my gate and the gap between my house door and gate is kinda big , pluz I was in my room *second floor*
you think I got super ears meh!! Haha anyway thanks ya dude =p love u all so muchies
*ccl!!! Woi don’t need teased me til so wai gua!!* tracy princes?? Nah I bagi u mati!1!
Wenping really changed lots man , from a childish boy to a gentleman.. haha!! he actually help us take foods, drinks , tissues……macam maid and that seipo theng mmg wai!! Went the moment he sat down and just wan to start his very first bite , she asked him go take tissues again=_=
Omg…hahaha he still put a smile on his face and kicked his ass off n get a tissue for our queen!
Is pretty amazing ler when I see he changed to the max =p in my memories he used to be a cheap lou who gossip lots and I remember I actually throw a bottle to him during Billy’s class=p haha
Haha I saw cherlynn s blog and she actually said the same things. Is very fun to hang out with this bunch of crazy people and all the silly joke that we make can really make us forget all the stress and sadness. Hpmm while on the way back to my house, theng saw her dream’s sport car and she fat fa tin!!! Desperately want to know the driver leng cai or not , haha kept bugging cherlynn drive faster so she can manage to see her LENGCHAI WO!! Tell you wat!! GUESS WHAT WE SAW
wakaka@@ suddenly cherlynn n adel laughed like sopo!! My goshh car also shaking d , but I saw the konon leng cai inside d gorgeous sport car , I started join them laughed n teased tu sopo theng!! Is a A NE NE la !! wohoooo my god! Donnoe who said must be a leng chai hor!!! Stephy chow!
XD god!! Well went back to my house and 3 of them very semangat nak visit my house toilet! Haha , damn!! My mom get the chance to teased me infront of my friends again! She is trying to them I don’t do house work at all at home la….this la tat la. =_= and then praise my beloved cousin til high high and bang me till no eye see! XP don care!!

O ya sorry hester n friends , promise want to go soda with you guys wan and. end up ffk hpmmmm
Monday goanna listen to your story!! haha waiting* teeheee* can’t wait to know #$%^^

I have a friend name’s dutt (guess la) , she is smart , she is independent , she is nice * can be very mean* , but one thing that make her imperfect is her selfish ,of course everyone do have their own selfish part but I think she is slightly over dude. She even admitted it and this make her close friends around her pissed off all the time , I means those really know her long and well ones, o ya I know her more than 10 years d and of course beside some of her friends I did agree that. Of course everything’s changing in this world but friendship will not change that easily okay!!
Her selfish make her look terrible, actually she have a very cool look ….
I have no idea why she didn’t realize her selfish or may be I know it but she pretend like this is her style=_= , Sometimes is absolutely pissed off when you hear or see what she did example like when a bunch of ur best buddies come to your house and visit during cny and from the beginning till the end she will kept asking where is your parents and the main reason why she is asking is not to say hi to them , she actually wanna get angpao from them. Okay well she even said she come all the way from where where where so far and I only get $$$ angpao during others yum cha secc.. OMG can you imagine?? I think among all my friends, she is the only wan will do this. Okay I can understand that she want to save petrol or whatever shit but why when her friends fetch her all d way from far far , her friends didn’t claim all this shit?? Not to say her friend too rich or too stupid is just because her friends don’t want to be calculative with her/his friends.

previous entries which i nv publish to human~

2007-03-05T03:03:00.000-08:00

27/2/2007
GOSH~chinese new year holidays finished jor!! No more holiday!!argg seriously when you are getting older and older ,Chinese new year wasn’t as fun like last time=_= ,except for the gambling and holidays part. During the previous holidays , I basically spended my holidays with my friends and family , hpm I means those really close ones teehee. I rmb past few day ago , my friends and some of my brother’s friends came to my house and gosh!! Me,my twin sister , stephy and cherlynn was buzy ‘chai woi’ and the loser must drink beer!! Drink drink drink!! When the moment I look outsite( we r in the living hall , inside d carpet are) , a bunch of boys( my a kor friends) was stunned haha~ lots of laugh=_= tell you what , my sister was extremely crazy!! And a 100% sassy girlfriend!! Pity Melvin la haha. So for of us played like no body business ….
I purposely asked one of my brother’s friend name aik thiam *if I m not mistaken * =p come to our house and gamble wan haha , from my information he is one of the most kiasu human which I have nv seen before.@@ no joke, after the gamble sec , we really notice his kiasu skill =p.wakakaka jk jk if he is reading all this bullshit , I guess he will become hot hot hot hor?? Not bad not bad can boil water , and hot n sexy ma haha. Anyway my twin sister bet like nobody business , double-up, double-up till one of my bro’s friend’s kailoon said “woahh!! 5 $$ la wei” haha ,

14/2/2007
Happy valentines days to everyone, sigle ,married ,in a relationship or complicated ‘s one
It doesn’t matter!! Everyone have the right to celebrate this meaningful day~ it can be with you parents ,friends or loves one .Perhaps there is no more love in this world , we will not able to see a single smile on everyone’s face~ can you imagine everyone with a black face ??
Ha-ha I want to wish my baby oppa happy valentines day here , love you lots and miss you too , if baby you are with me right now , it must be fantastic and a amazing valentines. Work hard and enjoy in HK ya~ Baby going back to hometown Seoul soon ya…don be naughty a.

Yesterday was pretty busy~ overtime until 8 30 and I went to Tesco and buy some cny stuff~ =_+
Full of human s there goshh , I realize everyone’s look at me like one kind =_= . ha-ha this is the first time I walk at those hypermarket alone and my trolley is extremely full….till I heard one aunty said” wahh ,mai gam do a??” in Cantonese which means buy so many stuff!.
Yesterday I spend 600++ errr in Tesco? YES alaamakkk!! I can become young aunty d choi!!

After finished work ,I went out with to cherlynn house and that suipo let me walk up and down from her condo there sigh. Anyway , finally she force to accompany go to pyramid and have a express shopping section , bought 3 pairs of heels , one dress , shiheido make up stuff ….haha I know I am a devil haha , kesian cherlynn kena force to shop with me , so I decided to spend her dinner , went and ate sushi.
Cher’s mom kept calling , I have no idea why but sience I promise her I will fetch her back when her mom ‘da lo wen hui’ so I fetched that suipo back. After that went and pick teng ups and both of us went to that sei zai bao ccs house haha , when the moment that solou saw us , his reaction is damn shocking=_= halo!! He desperately want to go out tonight so we kicked his ass off and ask him go changed in few minutes wakaka .
Well after that I decided to go back home and changed 2=p haha , so teng n ccs sit in my living hall tok rubbish with my parents. Jadou!!! My dad a really damn sat lai wan haha , trying to make those lame joke wif my cousin teng!! Said what ‘oiyo teng jie ,lei jao hou lerr’ in Cantonese and yadi yada non stop till I came down from my room. Haha anyway I took pretty long to washed up la haha~ around one hours =p went to ss2 cuicui sui yum cha .hpmmm ccs ,me n teng 3 crazy fella drink alcohol together and passed our single valentines day kaka. That idiot ccs !!! kept on repeatin ivan ivan ivan infront of me!!!!!!!!!! wtf……jiorrrrrr cher a …u seeeeDAMN LO~ I spend 1000+ in 3 days..gosh….mati la me!!!! omgg hhaha see how my mom kick my asss~

13/2/2007
Is a brand new day!!! , as usual I don’t wish to wake up so early but my hand phones
Alarm reminded me that I’ve to kick my ass off wake up and go work!!!!
O ya dude?? Curious?? Work?>huh!!!! I thought u were studying in Taylor’s College
Ha-ha yaya!! But I apply deferment and I wanted to take a new course, so before I make
Up my mind I decide to go work first .At lease I‘ve got something to do and extra income!!
Haha how much is my paid? kaka secret but overall is pretty high ,I am satisfied with it.
I’m actually pretty lucky *wink* I am getting a degree graduated student’s salary=p
Ha-ha but my degree? Still on progressing =on the way= ma@@ ha-ha.
Anyway is pretty long I never keep in touch with my buddies because I am pretty busy

Nowadays, i almost quit all the night life? Huh sounds fake ? Not at all!! Once a while I do
~teehee~ hpmm Chinese new year coming dude!! Is the festival for all the kiddo?
Is a very good chance for the kids to buy new clothes, shoes, whatever they want with?
No begging .ha-ha. I really miss those old good days man! When you’re kiddo that time , you don’t Need to think as much as now, you don’t need all the stress and you can live peacefully
When you grew up, everything seem not to be that simple , you will definitely know the mean yet
Complicated world and the most important‘s one is human sense!! I found out this is the most terrible things I will never understand.

Time flies, I am 19 going on 20 gosh!!~ those childhood memories still fresh in my mind .i don’t want to grow up , but I know that is possible to happen in my life-_- oops is actually in everyone’s life . I realize a lot this few years. I experience a lot too.
Your good friends betray you?? you’ve lost your love’s one?? No big deals man! For me is all bullshit now. I use to be the most stupid girl in the previous days, but now I finally realize there is no need to waste my tears! But there are some give during all the bad old days too, I found out who is really important in my life. I really want to thanks to my twin sis, although I always fight with her and she is still a bitch for me=p but I appreciate what she did for me. And those buddies in my life , kacy,stephy,stef,summer,cherlynn,teng,ccs,fungyee,mayfong,kahyan,Cheryl,ccs,tevani, n fayefaye…actually a lots more ,we don’t see each others that often but we put each other in our mind.

Summer girl, you must be strong, don’t get upside because someone bang you with some brainless words , we are matured!! Of course we won’t give a dman on those people right? What they said and did to you will make you to be a better person!! Score better than him and say thank you to him!! Gosh!! I really damn tulan that brainless boi!! When I fly to Canada!! I will surely ask him fuck off damn! Seriously I have no idea why those childish words will come out from a 19 and going on 20’s boy?? Omg

Chinese new year, my company gonna shut down till 27 of February, actually is pretty long compare to others haha .
My family going somewhere ( which I don’t know where is it ) and I don’t plan to follow them ,I rather go out with my friends!! Plan to go out shopping with cherlynn ,faye….. When I was young, Chinese new years seem to be a big big day for me. Mummy will buy new clothes for us from the 1-15 days of cny haha~

Human sense is really complicated, which I don’t understand at all. I don’t see things that complicated and I don’t see people that deep, I think that is the main reason why I always became the victim. I seem to trusted people easily, and I don’t suspect people especially my friends will do bad things to me. Most of my friends scolded me, they gave me advice asked me not to trust people that easy and they actually said till the whole world’s human are fakes! Hpmm at first I don’t really take their advice but after I experience all the pain n suffer, I finally found out that is true!!! Don’t see things that simple!! Don’t judge people without knowing them well, although you know them well, they might change too, nothing is impossible in this world ~ anything might happen, anyone might be the next one who hurt you. So beware!! it seem to be very complicated and stress if you have to beware of all this things because when you really use your heart and treated someone I am sure that you won’t suspect that they will be the next one who hurt you the most right? I definitely understand the feeling, because I am always the stupid girl who become the victim and end up cry my ass off. Don’t understand why people can be that mean? How can they think so much of thingy when they are actually facing their own good friends or friends? Is very fake right? I believe that everyone will be in the same situation but I always choose to forgive and forget because is really hard for me to hate someone till the end of my life!! I will rather forget everything. No point I waste my energy on those people who don’t appreciate you*wink*

Yesterday my colleagues told me the same things again. Hester n Chan said I always think everyone is very simple and very easy to adapt to , they actually trying to tell me don’t judge people by the look , not only look and the most important things is don’t easily trust people , including themselves haha lol . they said everyone surrounding us might acting infront of us.

I am kinda slow, I admitted!! I don’t realize till I fall down =_= errrr , Is like I will rather make everything straight than twist here and there . but I finally know that it don’t work on some selfish people . why the world is so ugly nowadays? Why we have to beware of those people surrounded us?? And including your own friends and some closer friends .hpmmm I am afraid that one day everyone in this world going to wear a mask to survive!!

Things changed very fast~ one minute you are smiling and the next minute you might cry like a dead fish .

tut tutt tiramicy s bec

2007-03-04T02:22:00.000-08:00

gosh~ sorry la darling2 sekalian, i know i m slow but i did post an entries once in a year ma=p kaka .okay now onwards i will try my best to update my blog everyday.
faye,summer,cherlynn~ wokay?? haha
summer girl coming back very soon!! hooray!!! yay so we can club togather ,and she can sit''rollercoaster'' gain kaka(u noe what it mean right).
I really miss those day we hang out togather.sob sob sob
Faye has changed her bloggie , gosh her blog is so unique !! good job wei~

Okay let me tell the whole world something. There is a girl name chew cher lynn falling for someone!!=p don kill me when you see this cher=p
Kept on telling us how great is the boy, how guai chai is he....waliao
praise him till.....makei~ asked us don bully him wo while chatting wif him..=p
you noe i definitely will right wohoooo *evil* me

today was the last day of CNY, known as ''jap go meh'' in chinese traditional.... i have no idea why we must throw orange on that day , kononnya is lunar calender valentines day=p haha
i rather go throw inside swimming pool wahaha...cher , may i??

well...i want to help my blog tukar baju!!!*wink*
wait wait wait.......................

yeaahh back

2007-02-07T22:10:00.000-08:00

omg!!! is been dmna freaking long i never upload my bloggie wakakaka!! sorry la dude
pretty busy nowdays!!! every single minute also money!! haha soundz like a super ceo hor! haha
i din't know chew cherlynn so hardworking wan wo!! i saw someone add entries everyday haha!! azumaaa!!! time passed like nobody business!! so fats my summer darling left d state to canada around 2 month ++ d!! goshh~ must take good care alwiz a!!! i am gonna post you a ang pao haha~ summer aaaa~ sui lui pao a!!! must studee hard a ~ miss her lots...miss those day we chill out togather...ponteng togather...drink drunk durnk togather~ishhhhh
you will alwayz rmb tracy driving skill righ? summer?? haha
Chinese new year coming soon, hooray!!! i have 12 days holidays!!! wakakaka
a lots of things happened during this short yet unforgettable period~
good,bad,happie,sad....
faye!!! my fefe passed away d ...arhH!!! she will be in my mind forever!!!!!
goshh!!! i need to pas some msg to my sis ere damn!!! brainless a u!
nikky ong!!! u wanna burst how many credit card a???ishhh ur dad gonna cut down everything if u continue do that.....then i will become one fo the victim a !ishh
i hav changed my num 0173840940....tomodachi!!! here u go...love u guys
miss ash,kc,stephy,ivy,stef,summer,tevan lotsss....damn long nv c u guys aa!1!!!!!
everyone seperate around d world jo!!!

quote

2006-10-13T21:01:00.000-07:00

Whatever women do they must do twice as well as men to be thought half as good. Luckily this is not difficult.

You do not need to leave your room. Remain sitting at your table and listen. Do not even listen, simply wait, be quiet, still and solitary. The world will freely offer itself to you to be unmasked, it has no choice, it will roll in ecstasy at your feet.

Now and then an innocent man is sent to the legislature.

The more you chase money, the harder it is to catch it.

Complain to one who can help you.

What we're all striving for is authenticity, a spirit-to-spirit connection.

There's no point in being grown up if you can't be childish sometimes.
Doctor Who

Is life worth living?Aye, with the best of us,Heights of us, depths of us - Life is the test of us!
Corinne Roosevelt Robinson
Do not judge men by mere appearances; for the light laughter that bubbles on the lip often mantles over the depths of sadness, and the serious look may be the sober veil that covers a divine peace and joy.
Edward Chapin

Bureaucracy defends the status quo long past the time when the quo has lost its status.

fuck tgm

2006-10-12T19:39:00.000-07:00

omg!!!!fuck u bitch!!!! fei meow!!

oct s life~ training!!!

2006-10-12T17:29:00.000-07:00

As i mentioned in my previous entries~i'm currently on mua first n very idiot training~ Guess where i training? somewhere around subang 15 wakakaka=p the area that i hang out very often. WHY? i just don't wana spend all my time to take lrt,ktm and rush to KL@@ gosh~although now i stil have to wake up dmna fucking early just because subang 15 is a freaking busy area n fight for a parking!!
o yaaa!!! luck?? do you believe whateva bad luck,good luck shitty~ damn it man!!! atcually i don't but now i really do..~ makai! last few week was mua fucking bad luck week in my entire whole life~
1)kena saman!!*ps is around 4 19* my parking ticket is until 4 oclock sharp ,and is friday ok!!! darn it!!~ and fuck it man
2) i lost my owerpuff wallet*i use to put coin to pay parking ticket wan,babi!! tat day i so freaking smart~ put 100 bucks indside n yes $$ fly away~
3)my car kena bang twice in a week n i don even noe about it untill my told screwed me up n down@@
4)My fav heels *ps 2 pair* sekarang sudah kat tong sampah besar
5).............%)(*&*(^&*%(877fuck it man!!! probably i did sumthing wrong, thats why god punish me!!makai@@ and now i sick like a cow~ take 5-6 tablets medecine per day~
Yesterday i took leave which mean i nv go work~ woke up at 8 ,called ms wong*tu bozz ku*
and inform her that i m not going to training,although i noe she won like it...but what to do ! i sick!!! ate breakfast then ate medecine n slept untill 4 sumthing noon.my twin sis came bec hm and babi!! talk so loud and very wai!! parked her car infront of my car n blocked mua car~ go die!! 7 something,.......bla blA BLA went out wif ccs n cherlynn~ overnight at cher hs~n till now.......sitting rig infront of my compaanypoc on9

mca,putrajaya~

2006-10-01T03:04:00.000-07:00

saturday~MCA sunwya mooncake festival celebration
slept at 7o clock early in d morning. WoonCong called up and asked what where am i??
OMG!! i 've promised tat fella to go pyramid before we ciao to MCA thinggy..errr sorry dude
Went out around 4 something, went to stephy hs , walked to MCA and we r super duper hungry
so sneak to john's hs haha asked d maid to fried nurget for us.Thankz ya.
6 something, eventz start,all d crew waz dman freakin busy to settle up everything.
me,steph,wooncong,yuensiang started our job too* we worked so hard=p*
tyt ffk !! damn you man
haha saw cindy there muax*huggiez* misss you dear
11 something tzekae,peicheng,shenfung,shen chun,sean came over n yum cha wif me.
After yumcha ,fetch peicheng bec to usj5=_=
dman bad luck *roadblock* jiorr shenchun nv bring out his IC haha
block mai block la~=p choonseng their car nv kena=_=
polis: turun turun
me:errrr
polis: counting 123456 you ambil undang,berapa orang boleh duduk dlm kereta ya?
peicheng: kita balik rumah je
polis: buka bot*he pronouce it bt* i wanted to laugh ..too bad...
me: oooo bukan la, mereka 5 of them * duduk dman satu buah kereta.. saya pangil mereka bawa saya balik rumah je,rumah aku dekat je ma...there there opposite je usj5~ he looked at d banglo hs ooooooooooo
polis: ooooooooo then konon la check check sikit .
and let us go...soham! fetch pc bec haha~not to mention d banglo hs la!!! car! car car!!
sf they all walked inside her hs n pose wif all d car haha
choonseng n stephy they all wanted to go bec jo so we decided to cancelled our plan lo
While we ron d way to fetch me bec to putra height.Pc called and she said she 'll go pic xq up first then letz go putrajaya.
So 5 of us *4 guy 1 gurl* wait for her lik a soham haha at petronas petrol station.
went to putrajaya...hahaa tok crap n konon la pergi yan siong night view.
4 sumthing ,balik rumah=p
6sumthing, went to bec

til d nex day . now. sunday 4pm.sitting infront of my pc .blogging.rubbish

friday night~!

2006-09-29T10:06:00.000-07:00

I always feel amazed when i see someone worked hard and earn money by their ownself , it doesn't matter the lvl of education ,it can be a old man tryiing so hard to sell tissue paper around the mamak store or normally we can see there are quite lots of handicap people selling their handicraft around the restaurant or night market. rmb las few week ago , me and my peeps was chating and drinkin at the mamak*nearby sunway* and i saw a indian man which look like a typical indian man haha ,he was selling all the keropok to us table-to-table ,and you know that normaly he will rejected by pepo,but he still said thank you and smile with us and i told my friend "he is not special and he is not rich but he look great when he work hard " sometimes i wonder how come we can all be so ignorant and evil,i was sitting in an air-conditioned car - and i was busy complaining and yadi yada~then i looked outside the window as we passed a construction sites, and saw a men dressed in long sleeves and multiple layers, pushing a heavy wheelbarrow full of sand. and when it started raining, we can all sit comfortably in our cars while they still had to conntinue their work or try to seek shelter under a nearby tree. And we can often see there are lots of senior *age 60++* working so hard outsite ,and whenever i saw them ..my heart 's hurt. I don't wanna see them so sanfu=_= they suppose to sit at home and enjoy with their family ,iknow not everyone can be the same... And when i was young ,i often saw a uncle *handicap*he can't walk in a proper way and he can't really balance when he is walkin and he is always walking around to sell ''toto'' to people ,and you know what !! i saw him at sungai way restaurant in d morning and suddenli in d noon i saw him at sunway ,dinner time he can probably be in Subang. People ,he is not superman!! and he can't drive, he don't have the money to take public transport ,he used his own leg *no.11 bus* and walked!!! can you imagine how far waz the distance?? i really wann salute to d uncle ,and time 've passed ...is already 10 years till now, he is still doing the same thing, walking around and selling toto to people , and my mom told me he had a son,which is currently in University doing his master degree .I m lik wtf ,suddenly i felt like crying @@ i dono why. He is not rich, he is not handsome, he don have any breanded T-shit, he wore pasar malam T-shit but seriously he is one of the human that i really wanna salute to.

Sometime,i felt that i'm too lucky to have all the tHings .
Sometime,i felt so unlucky when i can't get certain thinggy.
And i think i shouldn't be too materialitic ,cause
i'm too lucky to have what i have now.

Fridaynight.i'm not out.i'm at home.miracle??
not really .haha. i miss my room
nth special today, i nv slept at all las night ,till this morning i went to bec andi slept till 3pm.i noe i;m abnormal now.My day and night time r turning upsite down now, arg!! i need to get bec my life *wondering*
~my dad decided to buy me a car,going to sign all d statement tomorrow.
~And my mom decide to apply another credit card for me just to pump petrol and pay my fees.*mom how about shopping* =p
~my bro told my dad he wanna start his own business last few week ago, and i guess everything is okay and smooth.He is extremely busy nowdays, i haven't have a chance to see him.Hope that he'll success in his business career la~ haha so that i'll gte benefit from u kor=p
~my twin sista and his hubby are doing great there.Nth special haha she bought us mooncake*yummy* fr mandarin oriental hotel. Chocolate mooncake haha~ thank you muakaka
~youngest sista- my mom bought her contact lenses*sei oi leng* haha all my sibling had 4 eyes=p and when we turned to 13,we started2 wear contac lense,so is her turn now.
* hehe my mom bought me green colour fresh-con =p haha 10q lo

And i told my mom i 'll finish my diploma in Taylors college and i'll leave to UK after that. I don't wanna waste my time, is not that studee is not important but i wanna learned to be independent and experience the differences.There are alots of knowledge which we can't get it from a book.Going to work there while travelling there, and my mom agreed so now what i have to do is apply my holidaymaker visa. life life life!!!
Tomorrow goin to sunway pj7 MCA,there is a event to celebarte d incoming mooncake festival~and i 'm going there to help up,no choice haha my aunty asked me to help,takkan i say no=_= MCA
haha steph,we r gonna be the woman of d night*banana* haha
Monday start training,wish me luck peopo.One of my senior told me my placement succk and the boss is very mean and bitchy haha.gosh my nightmare=_= can i survive til december?? boleh ke??
haizzzzz

muax

2006-09-27T07:22:00.000-07:00

jimui jimui sekaliaN haha~ i try so hard to find sum of mua darling s pic~ but couldn't get it~
it doesn't matter ur head pop out in tat pic tat i ve edited onot~ i stil love u all ~
ivy,annie,apex,ivan,jennies,peggy,min,ju,sharon,sherrie,my ex sjian peeps,ex usj peeps,ex primary skolmatez, sunway billy's classmatez,all mua tomodachi!!! i lub u all~

boring

2006-09-27T05:08:00.000-07:00

poser poser poser aku!

damn~ 4 more days till mua trainingo_O

wondering!!

Can i survive till december??

tolong aku!@@

rave rave rave~anyone going? cheryl?ivy?yan?

la bla bla

2006-09-19T02:19:00.000-07:00

31st of august~
went to korean s bbq 2 celebrated faye s bufday~ hapie bufday darling!!

dong dong!! i'm back~wohoo glad that i stil alive wei!! just finished my final exam and now i'm on holidays@@ 2 month?? nah!! is only 2 weeks ,next month gonna go training till december. Hope i can manage to go aussie before chritsmas!! god a!! don steal mua holidays. I wan't holidays!!! finally , jasmine!!! i took newsman as mua training placement haha which meanz we can hang out at 15 gain!!!=p wakaka evil me=p ~ well,last week was extremly terrible !!! as usual, i burn the midnight oil and prepared mua final exam , last minutez work alwiz work on those lazy buzz like me wkakaa~ overall 4 paper wasn't that bad la, except for the terrible management n tools's paper~ tahu la aku paling ''suka'' account n math!! anyway finished jor.

kenneth cowcow~hows life?? hehe miss ur gay n cute face~ =p

cherrcher~haabbeeebooo stil alive,don worry neh!

bla bla bla...to be continue~

yellow

2006-08-20T08:09:00.000-07:00

Okay~ finally i'm back,is been kinda long i never post any entries. Seriosuly this month is one of the most ulucky month in my life! But anyway everything's over now. I m reborn now=p wakaka Trisha!~ nobuta power^^ haha~ *cute classmate*. After so many things happend to me , finally i know who is worth to keep and who is those evil who messed up my life , i clearly noe what kind of friends i have haha~ Seriosuly in taylors ,i only can see few of my classmates is worth to keep~ some which is neutral and some is extrmely evil. Thanks cindy,you r so great~ love ya! n not forget gina=) . Well, seriosuly i don't really give adamn on those who hurt me. You are just giving me a lesson to let be a better person=>. Here u go,what i did on mua bufday haha
13th of august~ i hang out with tim,cong,qian,n my twin sis!! weird right,normally i don hang out with her and now she yum cha wif me n a bunch of mua buddies=p.Well we went out around 11pm , well...according to my sohai siter nikky ong information.we kena con n go all the way to ampang mc d,*koreantown* yum cha n kap cai~ till 3 am morning. Chit chat non-stop. I din't expect my sis can talk so much with mua friends wan =_+ fuiyoo,noisy untill!!!! the sky drop down, from old good days to new life, from friends to sex*_* i tell you, woon cong and my sis r ddamn freaking noisy on tat nnight* ooopz is morning. After that we planned to go steven corner which located at ampang continue our *limteh n blow water session* okay~ continue ...eat eat ear~ drink drink drink~ toktoktok~ o ya dude,steven coner's burung very nice wan!! go try haha~ Seriosuly wooncong they all r damn freaking curious why am i here yumcha-ing with them on my bufday eve, well dude!@!! because of some lame and selfish peopo, i m sad n down , that's the reason make me yum cha wif u all!!! stupiak~ u all shud noe who is tat lamer~ Well ofocurse as usual, hapie follong around wif u all. Can u imagine a~ cherr, they tok about their first time n and others boi xXx long or short=_= speechless i am lik..what the..F=_= my sis n cong started the topic. Oviously i m kinda quiet during the topic wakaka=p i m shy shy ma .Nikky ong mmg tak malu=p ..ok la is me i out ,happie? haha
Send my sis home ~ waliao...excusemuAh nikkyong, ur hubby hs is dman freaking far ok=_= omg!! luckly xian qian z there, if no, base on me n wooncong geh babi otak, we wouldn't get the way bec =p haha~ thanz lo tim n qian. Woong conng mmg useless! how u gonna woo ur ex bec liddat haha ooppps sorry la, so close wif u...u won angwee wan hor, and i don think u ll view my blog la, you got time also sei hui takei ledi=p. Well i went back home around 6 am.
!4thof august.~ I skiped all mua clas today.Atcually i went to college la, i wanna attend Mr.boey's class wan.But well something very sadening happennd.....One of my best friends hurt me badly.~ for all my close friend.no worries,i am okay now. Faye fetched me from college ...~Dine with summer,kacy,n faye~ thankz dalrings. Ate some special bbq => .

Atcually i supposed to work on 11,12,13 of august ~ for pc fair wan/..for some lame reason i onli worked on friday=p haha~ Worked wif cherlynn,choonseng,adeline n some others friends from other coll.~ Freaking lots of people lo~ gila=/ . Went to Klcc shop wif cher n adeline after all the angwee mood n went to coffee beans have adrink n gossip secssion~ &^(*&(*7 fuck MTEC!
gaga~

Cherlynn bufday is coming~ Faye bufday is coming weeeee august abbe rock ya!!!!
cherlynn's bbf swmming pool bufday party is on!!!~ haha~ cher don't giv a dman on those lamer which not worth kie~ biar la~ haha u got us!!!
thankz alotz to all mua friends for all the wishez once again~..thank you cherlynn,cindy,wc,tim,qian,summer,kc,steph,ivy,lc,jenny,nobuta,peipei,cheryl nimi,regina,chris,eefaun....n lotz more...thank you for all the wishes...o ya and not forget allan.haha~ thank you ya dude...for ur continuesly msg wishes haha~

tomorrow gonna have alil reunion party wif stephy,ashley,kc,nikky. Wakaka ~hot chic gonna dine wif me...aku ni hapie la~ tomorrow class end at 6 dmna freaking late so stephy gonna cum college n pic me up~ muack thankz darling~

i love them~

2006-08-08T08:35:00.000-07:00

Can anyone dry up my tears~
seriously i wan my friends to be happie..i don mind givin my seat to you gm~
i m gonna hide my self on my bufday~
don worry i ll be okay~
tahznk faye,,,cher..cindy...teng...thanzk i love u all~

=p

2006-08-04T23:39:00.000-07:00

Yesterday was a day to remember, one of my best freiend just broke up.And i think that wasn't that bad ,gurl..u ve make a right desicion! Not worth to waste your tears.You can definitely find a better person~compare to the bloody idiot~ I meanz the ex.He is super extrmely childish and don't have the qualification to be a girl's bf~ As what my friend Trisha said ,mou feng dou~ i think i should add on some otehrz thinggy~ he no look ,no money,no inner! babi~ go die la u LCJ
~I went out with tim,wc,and gm~ Went to Murni yum cha then after that yum cha at my place again~ Went home around 3 am....Slept till 1 somthing~ my mom la!!! damn woke me up, cause my uncle n my aunty was here@@ wtf man, Saturday la,bukan family day+__+
Well christina,me,gm back to single now~ Atcually 3 of us have d same personalities~
we talk alots but we always forgive n forget someone. Chatting with clara and trisha~ They all fed up about our classmate!! especially thats a gurl inside my class get mad easily, very selfish..always think about ownself only~ BABI FUC OFF LA~ Clara said she always keep queit but she realli wanna give her atight slap~ haha i support u man..~! she is 2 over~
one day peopo will burst out also ma right. And we said that another gurl inside my class have the same attitude t0o~ althought her size is extremely small but plz,she is a which!! omg
scary wei~ EVERYONE SAID TAT~ atfirst i never notice this..i mmg bodoh wan la~
Gina n cindy they notice damn long a go but theynv teel out.Gm told me about this...and i started to feel d same thing~They gossip alotz... clara n trisha is the neutral human~
gina n cindy t0o~ i like them=> chris,gm is like me~ we can be your good friend if u r good but we can be ur bad enermy too. Okay la..i bullshit ni~ i wanna express ym feeling! i wanna slap peopo! haha.
oopz did imention twc said debby n carmen l0ok lik a slut?=p wc ! bad boi

love u all

2006-07-31T08:03:00.000-07:00

Ordinary day~went to college late because i purposely wanna skip english clas to take this short but usefull period to do revision for my math~ gonna sit for mua assessment s0on~ But before that i ahve to rush to taipan to helped my mom bank in sumthing~ When i recahed college ,is around 1145* class suppose start at 11* when the moment i wlaked inside lounge ,i saw all my classmate was sitting there,on line la,chit chat la, eating la~ ok la~automatically i get it d la~
class ve been cencelled la@@ haha I love cindy alotz~ she is mua best best best sifu~=p
i admit la, i am those lazy bug who did all the last minute revisionand only ll strat burning the midnight oil before the final is near~ otherwise i won give adamn=p seriously i don give admna!
i live for myself~ not for the book! although sometime i m overly lazy la=p but i still have my own way to study~ well math assessment wasn't that bad,i meanz not as bad as last term la=p atlease i m able to answer all d question,omg last term is like dman fucking hard,i just screwed up the whole paper! that's why i said plz ban all the numbers related subject~ And now whenever my firends wanna tease me,they ll say :tracy,come,letz do math: :tracy~ come is ur favourite sub!: omg~ rmb that day my last term math lec was inside d same lift wif me n sum of m buddies~ and everyone startedlaughing and ms.hema asked how am i doing....so i just tried my best to answer her in a serious way la=p mana tahu cindy,jack,gm,n etc start laughing d~ and Ms.hema said ofcuz i 'll rmb her haha,she said''i am her fav sub lec'' omg~
malu ni!! haha anyway i like her but i hate math! thats it=p
Well, after math....there s still some class to be continue~ thats why i hate monday!! wtf man..my clas is until 6 =_= .Seriosuly i have no idea what to do with the boi~ errr soemone la...which i m not really close to..but he gave me a realli diff feelingz,may be he might be really outstanding o popular to others la...But anyway he is just an ordinary boy la...i don't understand why all the girls kept staying their eyez on him wan~ it doesn't make sense huh~!
And there is a girl in my class is dmna dmna fucking obviously admiring at him wna la...but she just don dare to show it out infront of us~ cause normally our class girls use to say she is desperate of boys~haha anyway girl keep it up la~ i very geng wan wei observe peopo~ in otherz word is 8 la!
i Just can't stand people who ignore me and don;t trust me...it hurt badly if some of ur close friends or even family did that to you..i am extremyl sad right now....my tears dropeed like watrefall...it never stop falling from ym eyes~ i don't know why... am i going to be mad or sumthing ....fcuk it..i hate it~
Seriosuly i don't really like those people who fake m life upside down~ ..cna you all just back off !!i don't need someone who alwiz ask why am i crying but they don really care what i feel~
I talk alots,i smile everyday,i laugh out loud , it doesn't meanz i am happy~
I only show my feeling to some of close friends~ i m afraid of being betray....it happend n happend....i m tired of being in those situation...~ iit make me grow up lotz...
Last time i use to judge someone b their l0ok ..but now it will never ever come into my mind~
I use my heart to be friend with thos ewho got the heart~ not the l0ok
Ofcourse there r stil lotz peopo who hav the l0ok n alos the heart la~ haha
But i really don give a dmna on those who think they r so fucking pretty n handsome n ignore otherz 's one~ u back off man~
I m no longer d flying butterfly~i m now like a dead fish~
i need my life back!!!!!!! i wan ti bec!!!!!! Seriosuly i think my college's friends alll no life wan lo
i meanz some !! not all haha~ there r stil a few whivch i think they ve their own colouful life...
like gina,cheryl,kahyan*oopz....beside gina..they r all mua best friend bec fr high skol~*
I m afraid of losing all my friends~ although i noe someday we gonna seperate in diff countries...but we alwiz have agathering o some reunion party~...
that dya one of my friend ch0on seng ask me to promised him...we have to keep in touch nomatter what happednd !~ don't worry dudde~ i noe whatz ur feeling right now~ i ll alwiz be there for u!!! Friends is somehting that grow my life~ u all pain n colour up my life~
Which i noe..there is no one is perfetc..but i m trying ym best to be aperfect person...
i ll continue luv myself n everyone around me~
i ll accept sumthing new~...love ya dude~

bullshit

2006-07-28T10:05:00.000-07:00

is 1.03 am right now,i'm crying infront of my monitor~ i watched d japanese drama gain*god,please give me more time* whenever i m down or sad,i will watch it~ it doesn't matter how many freaking times i watch it.Seriously i am able to control myself now,back to last few years ago ,i can cry within 1 minute...I stil remember i cried everyday back to 2 years ago...i don't blame them, i told myself i won't blame anyone who hurts me,because they taught me to be abetter person.I've learn to be tough after all those thinggy,although it take 3 years to recorver back...but for me it worth. My life is like passing ship, people walking in and out in my life like a routine ,best friends,liar,betrayer appear all the time,i don't runaway from it...i face it~
Whenever someone hurt me till mad, i cried but i tell myself i must be strong,only true survivor ll ever win in this mean generaton.

God, Please Give Me More Time!*
is an extremely tear-jerking piece that just makes you fall in love as well as feel for the characters. in this series really impressed me.It make me understand how delicate life is.

I wish i was a liquid being,liquid being don't need to feeel the pain and hurt~ Seriously i don't like those fake people around me.I don't wanna bother them at all...but the world doesn't allow me to do this ,please please please~ i hate people who talk without their heart~is like u tend to be so caring..when someone crying,u ask why r he/she crying but atcually u don't really care. Don't you u feel it was so fake....

Seriosuly i have afew friends which is kinda close to me, but i don't have the chance to ask them ,they seem like no boy will die liddat~ =_= err izit true? haha may be i m kinda abnormal~I really can't stand my class girls la ,omg some is like a drama queen,got any drama competition..they will definitely be the first,some are like no boys will die, some even worse..so desperate for boys, i have no idea why.~ errr seriously sometime i wanna call them sohai but i won la ofcourse ,they are all my friends.
Ofcourse i noe my ownself have no qualification to talk about others but atlease i experience the best the worse before.For those who r in love ,really hope you girls will appreciate d most importat things for girl la kie haha, although is a bit kolot but is true for me. You don't need to lie to ur ownself...u might lie to the whole world..but not ur ownself.~
For those who looking for boys wan n desperate of boys wan.....gambateh la~ Hope u all get ones in ur future haha~
For my ownself~ haha i m happy to be single rigt now~ i know i m kinda complicated~ i really wanna thankz to a few guyz who take care of me no matter what happen...We r friends right, you guyz ll find a better girls which can be 1000x prettier than me and bettre than me~
~i think thatz all bullshti for now~

picture~

2006-07-28T02:56:00.000-07:00

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wednesday fever

2006-07-26T08:43:00.000-07:00

Today went to college as usual~I was late for Mr.Patrick's class*air transport* gosh~who carez=p i knew he probably will blowing water inside the class, what bullshit airfrance la this la that la,i amdit he was full of experience in this tourism air transport field~ but.....the problem is he talk too much!!! DO you think we will give adman on your maneger post @@ eww~
At first i thought Mr.Boey class suck but now sorry to say that, he wasn't that bad at the first sign~=p aand patrick class( *doggie name huh*=p) was extremely dry!! haha. Mr brendon came inside d class and told us there is a briefing about industry training at 1 which meanz after class=_= die la, i ve already promised my friends's ccs,tevan,fy,teng not to ffk..and now~..
errr weelll..at the end ,i Still managae to fly to pyramid cause Gina,gm,cin,ack n me went tp pyramid n lo0ok for some peopo pressie*secret for now* and i ciaoz to redbox nmet up with them~
Tgm n Jack came and join us for a few minute haha~ (gm cum n halau me bec to taylors for briefing)..Damn it man~ when we ruch back to taylors ,i saw pui san(one of my classmtae) walking to lounge ,and i was like damn freaking hapie and st2pid me ...sumore scream*ohh yea,we r not the last* up to level 3...when we reached there,everyone saying byebye to us...fcu man....briefing finish~!@@ i am like WTF why am i so s2pid..haha gm laughed at me...*err*
ps is not the last,we r the last hahaa~ gosh~
Well after that went to lounge ,saw lay n diana~*senior* have agamble session there wifh them=p ps: the lounge is right outside the academic office,can c tru wan wei~ i ve no idea why r we gambling there haha~
i won!!! one buck wakakaka hahaha~
after that i ciaoz to pyramid and met up wif cs ,tevan ,stephy,fy n etc~
Have a lil gossip zippy at MCD haha as usual..38 gang~
took some picture ere~ll upload so0on muax

posing~=p

2006-07-22T03:29:00.000-07:00

posing~~ before dinner

us~

2006-07-20T07:59:00.000-07:00

although d sun is realli hot.but we r force to
walk under d hot sun@@ dataran merdeka~m'sia
cindy,gm,me~smile~=>

wakaka~ shinying n me~

i donno when jack took this ~no idea
anyway cin,me n gm~

ker'miao.chin'miao.guek'miao'~ posing~

tourism's leng lui la! duh~
cin,me.gm.jas.chris.sy

i'll upload more when i'm free~ muax

doulos~

2006-07-19T22:38:00.000-07:00

cin with DOULOS~

TGM posing wif ciN~
'oi u all don mempersiasuikan starbuckz la kaka

the old cruise~

hehe poser me (right)n cin~

DOULOS~

tired~just came back from west port~for visitation~
went to visit DOULOS~i heard d ship is really old,is 2 years older than titanic ya haha~ which is approximately 82 yearzold~ err i'm not so sure=p anywya i have been to DOULOS twice..so tatz nth special today~ the weather is super extrmely hot, we r swt like hell=_=~
i guess that s all for today~ c ya~n_n

love~

2006-07-19T07:13:00.000-07:00

Kahyin~miss ya..gonna have our 12 years friendship reunion hi-tea~
stephy ...stef..shermaynne~thankz for everything...thankz for passing my life n makes a diff in mua life~
sg wy,sjian,usj4,taylors buddies~ i lov u all~
But i'm kinda dissapointed on my best bud.....she used to be a perfect listener n great friends 4 me..i donnoe what happend..she changed alot..she told me she gonna play to the max b4 she ciaoz to UK....err i just can't except this reason....is a bit selfish my gurll......anyway..i stil love u nomatter what~
i believe that everyone who pass my my life is a gift by god~they did make a diff in mua life and i 'll alwiz appreciate it in my heart~

complicated

2006-07-19T00:38:00.000-07:00

b0o0o~i don't know what is going ,i seem lik a lazy bug~i don't feel like going to college, i don't feel like activate my brain,i just wan't to rest@@ i think i really need a short break~
Assignments ,assessments ,term test,mid term test, final test..everything will nv end~ how i wish i have 3 month breaks like otherz~i onli have one week holidays !!for every single term~
I am overly sensetive person...i think i 'm just hard to express my feelinga larr..in other wordz i am complicated hehe.May be for those who don't know me well ll judge me as a happy-go-lucky girl because i m alwiz with a smile on my face ,even if i'm sad,i will still hang amask on my face to tell others i'm okay~One of my lec asked me,tracy,i love to c u around..you r lika sunshine butterfly~i'm lik errrrr=_= wtf sunshine butterfly~goshh~
Well i really need a great listener~but it seem lik so hard to find a great listener....err ofcuz they r alwiz some precious person around me to cheer me up~ thankz dude...but what i need ...is...
argGgGggggGgg

z0o trip~

2006-07-18T23:20:00.000-07:00

pingu~cute

choonseng~me~chercher

penguin~pingu pingu pingu~
cute right>~

2 poser posing~

wohoo~ we can fly~skill mmg bagus!=_=
blame tat uncle cher~

hippo!!!*me*cher* hapie family=pblek

penguin~ 1,2,3~mummy,daddy,d 'son~

went to zoo with css and ccl~cher a~ sorry ya~although iz abit late la~but hou go mou right haha
here r some pic~

kenneth cow cow~ miss u la wei~

2006-07-18T05:45:00.000-07:00

cutie cutie~i wan this baby!!!=p

mummu:waRn~i cannot step in ere n grab f0od

i don't know why am i posting my youngest sis pic ere~
do we lo0k alike?no right haha~ jez don understand
why everyone said we l0ok alike

mua babaria~=p

mua precious pencil case~i grabbed it from mua
babaria sis=p my friends said i l0ok lik a kiddo
the gouverment nv set a rulez which is a college
student cannot bring princess pencil case to
skol!booo=p

wadda yushi*pokpok* isn't he cute?~pinchpinch

mua fefe!!! eh~mua precious~

cutie~ muackzzzz

i suppose to go to college today~but i didn't attend today =_= i didn't mean to skip class wei~ my head gonna burst *damn headache*>_< is killing me~ blame me!!my ownself~ i ate durian and i drank coffee y3sterday night!=p although iz yummy but now i'm paying twice back la wei!!
Goshh~help!! i slept for the whole day~from yesterday night till today 7pm@@ is approximately 19 hours~weeee and i'm feeling better now~ cher don worry ya~
i found kenneth khaw's bloggie !weee hapie wei~ iz been dman long i never talk to him!~
he is my senior back from SJ~he is 3 years older than me *he look 3 years younger than me* swt~jelous la wei~anyway i'm happy to found his blog,hope to keep in touch with him la~
he is one of the best senior in mualife keke~he don't bully peopo wei haha=p and now he is in Aussie now~ misss ya so much~ don't hav the chance to meet him.
siapa tau i chnage my mind ..go Aussie after mua Diploma right~haha

lead my life better~ to be a better person~kick my ass off=p teehee

tomodachi!!~

2006-07-16T10:00:00.000-07:00

A little faith
Brightens a rainy day
Life is difficult you can go away
Don't hide yourself in a corner
You have my place to stay
Sorrow is gonna say goodbye
Opens up You'll see the happy sunshine
Keep going on with your dream
Chasing tomorrow sunrise
The spirit can never die
Sun will shine, my friend
Won't let you cry, my dear
Seeing you shed a tear ,
make my world disappear
You'll never be alone in darkness
See my smile, my friend
We are with you, holding hands
you have got to believe ,you are my destiny
We're meant to be your friends
That's what a friend should be

tong sampah me~

2006-07-16T07:49:00.000-07:00

yea~ is all comic!!!wakaka *i put them on my bed*

fuiyo~ mua edison~=p

inila tong sampah luggage=p

tong sampah katil~

hardworking right??i read magazine every night-o

pressie fr mua friends~

a pat fr mua messy room~*wee*
mua hellow kitty collection=p

Seriously ,i miss mua close biatch from SJ alots~
ash,stephy,kacy,ivy,n mua twin sis nikky plus me~ we R YY biatch~
Stephy ,when r u leaving 2 hawaii? biatch u r officially 18 this month! lov u~
6 ofus r doing different thinggy right now~ for my information
i m currently studying at taylors taking tourism n management
kacy is currently taking CAT in Sunway college~fuiyo
ashley currently taking mass com
stephy taking mass com to0o major in PR *inti nilai* leavin 2 Carlifornia soon~
ivy currently a form 6 student
nikky ~ biatch the most lucky among 6 of us~ fin her diploma last year~ n now currenly a
siu lai lai~ wakaka=p boo!!
fuiyoo~ ladies~ we gonna hav a reunion party kie~ muacck letz meet up at paris
steph!!!~Apicofparis~Eifel tower* exchanegla~iwannahotguyfromHawaii haha gonna bring back a hot hawaiian boi for me ya??haha=p
Damn !!! i reali wanna bei that idiot sei!! bastard!

saturday night fever

2006-07-15T22:38:00.000-07:00

yea~is 1.35pm ,sunday right now~ Yawn=p i just woke up and i am now at cher hs hehe
yesterday suppose to bring cher go hartamas but when the moment i reached here,Gn called me up, that siao ja po very wai she said>ok la i m at john hs now,i come fetch u now<
apa ni!! so i 55 run up to cher hs,that babi never pick up my phone luckly she is online on that moment so i asked tgm to do me a favour ,aks that sei po open the door for me!!!! speechless
So i make afast move to cgange a t-shirt n a shortz n run down~
Babi!!! when jack's car reached at the guard house,Gm told us to wlaked to her house cause the car is full with the bbq thinggy=_= swt so i make up my mind to force john to wlak with us!!
ttracy:john! turun! walk with us
john:huh=_+
TGM:ok ya~ john u turun(bergaya sial)
wakaka even though is unfair for john but i don't care=p
We watched dogeball at gm hs~ at first i tot it was a boring mv but is was freaking funny * smack * smack* so cher who sit beside me hav became my victim wakaka=p * smack*
We have aliltle gossip session there =p girls ma~ me and gm try to force cher to tell us about ''him'' haha at last end up me n tgm demo how the boi hold cher hand=p
it was extremely fun la,wakaka ~but for my opinion and ''useful'' advice for u cher~don't be stupid!! you shouldn't do this to yourself^ we love u ya muaxx
Gm laugh at cher's wushu T-shirt!! * smack* wakaka
GM:tracy ong~ u nqak bawa cher pergi mana ni
me:wanted to bring her go hartamas limteh wan la
GM:omg!!!!!! chew cher lyynnn u wanna wear this dragon wushu t shirt follow tracy go jhartamas ke?*start laughing non stop * smack* smack*
(we have the same habit wei! *smack peopo when we r high n hapie)
me:me also ma~
GM:urs diff,ur wan can!~ but cher 's wushu .....*laugh gain*
cher:SWT~
hahaha~ around 2 something we decide to go yum cha at ''che chong'' =p
chit chat chit chat ~ talk crabz~~
jack,gm n john went bec around 3 oclock ~but me n cher decide to continue yu cha hehe* girls talk~ we enjoyend our teh ais n food till 4 something~ so we ciaoz
the food wasn't that bad le~ nice food~*did i mention fat in this entries* damn
continue watched dvd*AQUAMARINE* at cher's room~
it was so nice!!! definitely worth to skiip my sleeping sessions ya@@ haha
and i slept around 6 something ,early in the morning~ till now.........i m blogging~ be fore i go pyramid wtach movie=p
c ya dude~ muaxxxx
ps:ker ker~ gm wear pyjamas go yum cha
ps:chew cher lynn! jgn la pakai wushu geh t shirt~ later gm laugh at u gain
ps:tgm!! *smack* smack*

saturday~

2006-07-15T00:25:00.000-07:00

Saturday~no class today so ofcourse i will sleeping till the sun shine tru my ass =p tee hee~
i woke up around 2 oclock and i went down stair and serach for some food like a rat~ but my mom so mean stick a lil memo at the fridge there::tracy! don't eat so much.must diet::gosh~
my mood swing to the max when i saw this note+_+i knew it~i gained almost 10 kg in this 2 year. Okay la ,for my own good ,i think i better start my diet balancing meal start from today~
I am chatting with one of my close bud GM( she is not gm la~just a short form from her own name-guek mei ) haha we r chatting about life and Mr.right .Well TGM!! What's your plan for tonight>? nak makan naan ke? No future wan la~
Well, world cup is officially habis right now~sob sob~anyway is good for me lar=p so i won get broke ~I don't think i wanna be vf him anymore ,i hurt him and i feel so bad. He is a great boi , but he is not my Mr.right. u got d face,got d money, and u r so great wif ur own character ,so i hope you will lead ur life well and find a better gurl in ur future~ sorry MV~
Result coming out on monday~ damn~ screw it wei, my term 2 result wasn't that good,especially math,i really wanna bei hui sei ,guess what i get for my math?>? iz 6.2 over 20
gosh~ can you believe it ,but anyway i nv pass my math before in my high school~ but i get As in my PMR n ofcourse i pass my Spm as well.Scratching my head off, thinking why don't Malaysia gouverment ban n cancell all the math or ''numbers123 related sub'' wakaka~
Hope i can pass my term 2 test~ i think it should be okay la, i am not that dumb anyway=p wakaka the rest opf my subjets is stil okay and sap sap water la~ PA can cover back all my marks wakakaka=p (sombong ni) cheh~ jk la~i m alwiz that tai fong =p wakakaka
Waliao ,who noez i fail a??thta time i realli need to bang my head to the wall or jump down from KLCC lo. err choi choi choi ~ won't wan,blek=p ker kerr~ fatimah kerker.janji pass kan!
I 'm broke now~ i don't know where i spended all mua money wei~ my mom alwiz scold me ,buy rubbish =_= err apa la ni!!! lee ker hui also said my handbag l0ok lik tong sampah wakaka ish ish, never throw the candy's wrapping paper doesn't meantong sampah la wei!! yerrrr
One more month ,i'm 18!! hehe yea i m 18 d lU~ My senior's lay class gonna organize a domestic tour to penang on 12th of August ,which mena i cna go there celebrate bufday la~ wakaka!
good good~ i went to Penang plenty of time, i donno why, i just love it so much~ the food, the culture, the beach~ the sunset*teehee* it was extremely nice ya, so any couple who wanna spend a romantic days ,go la kie haha~too abd i m single , nvm la~ go obserb peopo =p haha weirdo~ Gonna go jogging later,really must make up my mind n kam fei d lo~ my mom alwiz shoot me indirectly wan ish~ some of my friend worse, they said :tracy u go diet la, u sure very pretty wan:,:tracy u diet d i sure kao u wan: omg so mean la wei~ which mean now i not pretty at all? oo i diet d ,u kao me u think i wan la??dong!!!! i damn hate those boi wan! only noe how to look at gurl's face and body, ofcourse i nv say don see la ,but for me inner beauty is much more important~
One of my close frend from my high school msg me yesterday and he told me her just broke up and he is lik a dead fish,so down n sad~i ve nv seen him lliddat~ he used to be a play boy last time But he said when he make up his mind n wanna be serious wif d gurl, the gurl asked for break~ it hurts lotz~ but who aks U !! las time alwiz dump girls jek+_+ oopizie i not suppose to tease him hor ,so bad~Haiya but i think he gonna be okay soon~ after one week he wil come n tel me he is in lov wif whowhowho~ dah bosan ni!~ haha anywya good luck dude=p
Okay la~ i stop bullshit-ing here fust~ ciaoz c ya muaxxx

2006-07-09T08:33:00.000-07:00

my friends

2006-06-26T00:30:00.000-07:00

final iz over.Everything gonna back to normal? not really=_=haizz
damnn!!!should i change college o n o t ?
my happiness stil stuck at form 3~ I miss my friends,doreen n yunken..
R we gonna meet up after 10 year s time>?
R we gonna tok about our life in d future>?
R we gonna tok about our children>?

life life l if e
i gonna make it alright~
200 3..04..05...06!!

rum jungle~ x tina bufday~

2006-06-20T04:22:00.000-07:00

cin me gina n peter

gm me n ley~

c x tina~ drunk cat!!!

gm!!! drinking orange juice la ni~

cheesez~

cheers~

eppie birthday 2 Christina n stef

2006-06-18T11:13:00.000-07:00

~what a a amazing saturday~^^gigglez~
Suppose to go musem with choonseng,fungyee,ivan,n tevan~but at last ,
i make up my mind not to go because is too rush for me. Fung Yee msg me early in d morning*t racy,why u ffk a?*
errrr sorry my dear,i tot css ll inform u too,damn you choon seng,tell her la haha
anyway~ tcare always tevan!! don be small kid ya.I think u r bec to
ur country right now~
Well i slept till 4 sumthing@@ i'm just too tired.
I went to Stef hs~she is one of mua best biatch which currently studying
in S'pore sience standard 6 ,but every year she'll come back and visit us, she i s mua ex neighbour too muahaha
When i reached n open d door,and i saw stephy chin puipui ,stef,kacy
r ready n posing and Ryon iz d photoman!~ IIIIIIIi o tracy!!! haha they r so suprize,
cause they tot i won be coming today~
suprise gurl!! happy bufday stef yang~muack omg Ryon n Stephy r realli crazy couple haha
anyway hav a gr eat time with you all.miss u all so much
They said wanna go yum cha later,but i'm so sorry gurl,
i couldn't make it cause i still another friend's bufday aprty hav to attent.
.=_='' stephy,don so unreasonable a..haha forgive me la~
nex time yum cha kie muaxxx
Well,around 10 liddat me,gm,n cindy went to RumpJungle with
Chris n some of our senior to celeb a r te Chris bufday~
We open 2 bottle yeste rday night
have fun,but Chris waz drunk after a few classes ,poor gurl!! b ad drinker~
me n Regina drank alot but we r trying our best to tok in d proper way~
haha omg!!! somehting make me n gm laugh till non stop~
our senior phillip n ''turbo'' waz trying to kiss so regina can
catch some gay photo of them,and a.......*after 5minute* they r stil kissing
and me n gm look at gina,why so long la~ mana tahu she
waz syok sendiri taking pic wif friends and tat 2 gay still kissing n nv realize~
Smack smack omg!!! me n gm started laughing till tou tong@@!!!! haha
Well yesterday night gina akaa joyce won the dancing award~~!!
thanzk to us gina....owe us ice-cream ya hahaha
around 3 oclock am, gina's bro cum n pic us up~wow~ what a great bro!!
i wonder if my bro...he ll ask me to sleep at d r oad site~
thankz j onathan~>gina's bro jez came bec fr canada so he ne3ed gina s car
~^^ lovely bro n sista....we we nt to Gina's hs overnight~
What a huge hs!!@@ omg...i should fe3l proud of it1!
i m a tourism student...and overnight at ex ministry of tourism hs haha~
well...too bad he went to otherz country d~ha ha
Gina waz drunk so after wash up she straight go to bed~!! haha
Gm=_= sleep with her lenses . .sma rt!!
me n cindy went to d kicten n korek makanan omg, the fridge iz full of chocolate
....nth but chocolate=_= !! regina~ u c an live without chocolate rig?haha
we g et some drink n went out to the living hall!! we found peanut n orea!!
haha so we started eating n chatting~ till 6 sumthing...we went to bed~
thatz all for today i g uess.
i went bec home around 5 pm...n i slept till 9 sumthing......
online till 12 and watch f0otball till now!!! hahahaha mua lfie...
mua ex a m gonna screwed up
tomorrow gonna meet up with mua cousin ,n go visit kc!! ha ha
mua future accountant!!!
tolong!1!!! muax
i'll pose d pic s o on ~

tiring life~

2006-06-16T09:19:00.000-07:00

hehe hey peopo~Finally i'm here n posting a new enties,don be suprise ya.
Kam,u muz be happie la~
In this passed few month, there a re freaking a lots of things happend
I 'm happy faye is still with me,she iz my best ever soulmate i n my intire life
althought we r busy-ing with our s tudies , maybe once in a week
we abng each other in our campus ,but we dintn't talk much~
we r rushing and click-n-go.
But no matter what she ll be in my heart.
I'm happie n glad to have a few new friends from indon
They r all indon chinese.
Ivan,tevan,eveline...realli great to noe u all~
Eve aka epex-first impression> rich gurl haha
Ivan>nive guy
Tevan>ella aka stevenfung pluz U-chi-he(childish in korean)
haha
My beloved friend cherlynn a~ i noe u ve been so stressed in this few month
don worry ya,i'll alwiz be there for you.
Wanna wish my friends's Chistina happie bufday~
Did i mention Chris b4??i think no right haha....she iz mua clasmate fr taylors
super pretty gurl...but kinda moody n emo~but i stil luv her.she is jez real and she'll alwiz fo rgive n forget.~
And happie bufday to stef yang~mua primary friends,i get to noe she jez c a me bec from S'pore
so and gonna have a party at her hs~i ll try my best to attent all the appointment...
Final is near and i m so worrying for my math n account~gosh
Billy gao mang a~
I'm officially balik kampung,tanam jagung now..haha which meanz i m bec to mua Panther private limited-putra height ahaha ,Jack thankz for the name~
Anyhow...i realli wanna say sorry once again to jack, he waz partner for my eng role play
and i tot it waz at 1 oclock...mana tahu iz on 10 early in the morning,jack called me and asked me where am i...so i s aid at home.I'm late!! late late!! i wash up n t0ok my blazar n run down~
speed till kaokao ,almost accident@@ amituofuat man.when i reached,i saw jack sitting alone inside classroom 11,he said Ms.Alice said she couldn't wait for me...wtf
damn fucking angwee la me~but wanna apologize once again~sorry jack.
tomorrow going out with ivan,tevan,cher,fe..
Tevan is going back to indon, we gonna miss u dude
after cum bec...i gonna rush to stef hs~
afte r that chris ll pick me up at 9oclock ~

tracy!!studee
tracy!!!!! wa ke u p !!!!
i'm so tired of being here~

holidayz

2006-04-02T08:21:00.000-07:00

well!! finally i am back~ i am currently on holidays now!! wait~dude don jelous...is only a weeks@@ better than nothing rihgt?haha ~i've just finish my first term final test ,gosh and now i 'm waiting my second term to start which means that i gotta start a horrible life again~ presentaion/assesments/assignments/brochure/website/dut~ taylors gonna send my report card to my house @@ no eye see man,but i think it will be better than what i expect gua~err who knows? i fail and have to repeat my term??choi!! haha
I went out at night till morning very often+_+ wednesday went out wif gm,tim,wc,n frendz.. st2pid tim !! he told me he ll pic me up at 11 sharp ,and i called him around 10 57pm
me: hoi apeh!! where r u
tim:me a?at home leee
me:apa la lu, i tot u said 11 oclock
tim: sitl got 3 minute more le~
me:errr ja dou...well ...
yesterday i went out with thimzing and joyce~and met his friends's cindy n belle. Well , they r all from Limkok wing~ belle was kinda funny , an indonesian chinese yet a fully banana~ pretty gurl overall..and a pro english speakerz~ and absolutely don like an indonesian~ like mat salleh.
And i realize whenever i yumcha with thimzing n cindy, surely hang till early in the morning wan~ gosh haha we gossip about a girl*thims's ex till limkokwing's bloody face and till condom ....and sex~ goshh@@
Back to my beloved Dt@23 clasmatez now~ i was chatting with gm,jack,clara,cindy just now~
well,finally our ckass borned a lovely couple?>?who>jack and guek mei haha congratz miao yong~ wakaka gm nothing is impossible right?~ lam gah tai siu lai~ haha

my college life~ bt23 rockz to the maxxxx

2006-02-23T08:01:00.000-08:00

concenrt~vs body art

2005-11-28T10:24:00.000-08:00

me n summer muaxx

one more shit to go~

2005-11-28T10:10:00.001-08:00

wohoo!! i am back~
fcuk spm la..messed up my life~~ damn damn damn.peoplez out there,stop talking about spm please and don;t ask me a single question about spm!!! damn..
i ve two papers today..accounts and economics..economics wasn't that bad, accounts o_0
sorry la..anyway over d ..wateva~but iz kinda sad la,.when all your sacrifices never pay off..u will feel like ....WTF! well..what to do , blame myself??ofcourse i did ...i cried...

happy bufdayz summer boinkie~~love her so muc
hapie bufday to u
hapiee bufday to summer
happy birthday to summer summer~

i am flooding aivin's bloggie just now.woot woot,this lil evil vinvin Damn phucking cute la..the theme of Barbie dman suit her..whenever I c sum puppy or maiomaio..Ainvin will pop out in ym mind..hehe i don'k know why.muahaha~miao miao aivn=><=

Pit pit pit PaRty~wohoo...

i love u guyz muaxx

2005-11-07T05:19:00.000-08:00

And so we talked all night about the rest of our lives
Where we're gonna be when we turn 25I
keep thinking times will never change
Keep on thinking things will always be the same
But when we leave this year we won't be coming back
No more hanging out cause we're on a different track
And if you got something that you need to say
You better say it right now cause you don't have another day
Cause we're moving on and we can't slow down
These memories are playing like a film without sound
And I keep thinking of that night in June
I didn't know much of love
But it came too soon
And there was me and you
And then we got real cool
Stay at home talking on the telephone with me
We'd get so excited, we'd get so scared
Laughing at our selves thinking life's not fair

And this is how it feels

As we go on we remember
All the times we had together
And as our lives change come whatever
We will still be Friends Forever

So if we get the big jobs
And we make the big money
When we look back now
Will our jokes still be funny?
Will we still remember everything we learned in school?
Still be trying to break every single rule
Will little brainy Bobby be the stockbroker man?
Can Heather find a job that won't interfere with her tan
I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to flyAnd this is how it feels

La, la, la, la…Yeah, yeah, yeahLa, la, la, la…
We will still be friends forever
Will we think about tomorrow like we think about now?
Can we survive it out there?
Can we make it somehow?
I guess I thought that this would never end
And suddenly it's like we're women and men
Will the past be a shadow that will follow us 'round?
Will these memories fade when I leave this town
I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly

right now,i m listening to this song name graduation, mymood currently same as the lyrics..
i love all my friendz..i miss them,i appreciate them.They passed by my life and be a part of my life..they touched my heart and i'll never forget all the time we share togather....there are always some bad stuff o arguement between me n my friendz but somehow they r stil my friends...tere might be a smal liltle conflicks betwee me n u..but....i still love u guyz..
wanna let all my buddiez noe...thankz for passing my life and thankz for for the greatest memories that u guyz gave me...it wil stay in my heart n ...till the end of my life..
faye faye..summer,jenies,ivy,ash,stephy,peggy,aichin,cheryl,kahyan,.stephanie ,kahyin,vonne,sze
christy,wc,bryan,kit,qian,kahyee,qing qian,sara,yong tzong,yuen siang,abby,dilian,
queek mei,john,voonfei,pauline,wing hoh,coon seng,fung yee,kenneth,
n all my ex classmate from smksj,usj4 n my primary skolmatez....u guyz rockzz

my day..

2005-10-20T07:07:00.000-07:00

Well,i couldn't sleep well sience last week.*In other words,i've been staying on my pc monitor for more than 12 hours* siGhing@_@ .Totally stressed out man, damn spm!screw it~I'm currently preparing for my finals.Which means there's a miracle happend ,i've to sleep with my books for 1month.After that i'm gonna say byebye to all this''rubbish''Even my mom also din't expected me to study at night..she is extremely''ngong'',she asked me whether i got fever a not-_-ehh...Evil..hehe oops,i means me,myself hehe.

Yesterday ,i woke up kinda late..oops..sorry people,don get confuse about it,sience i couldn't slep at ngiht,so i ve make up my mind to study at night and b came pig during day time,so my day and night is totally opposite from others,ofcourse there'll be some abnormal human like me too..especially clubbers!!Normally my parents called it abnormal and ''night ghoshy''.
My friend's kiki called me asked me whether can join them yum cha a not.I took few second to answered him back,because i wasn't in my mood* just woke up ma.I 've decided to go yumcha with them,i quickly went to shower,because he said he will come and pick me up after 10 minutes,and stupiak kiki was a extremely unreasonable n impatient human!he said when he reach my house,he will ''hon'' till i walk out from my gate!sigH..U try and see,u can never c tomorrow!

I took my money from my table*well i left my purse at my friend's summer house,and i m damn freaking alzy to go Sri muda take it back,so i decided to become a illegal ''huamn''because i've no identity card right now!! bla bla,hari puasa sumore-__+.I quickly went downstair to amke sure kiki never do thsoe lame things,where i grabbed a banana and left a notez for my mom so that she wouldn't go berserk and call the police if i couldn't come back .

We went to some mamak near thai club there and yum cha.So we started our'' germany talk'' as usual*dek go gong in cantonese*One of my friend's name KK started telling us his funny greanmother story,is not that''granmother story'' u know,his real granma!!He told us he was staying with his grandmother beacuse his parents are in military and they move around alot,he said his grandmother was extrmely ''scary''atcually she was worried about KK n over protective ni la!!stupiak KK go said his grandma scary haha.he said whenever he woke up in the middle of the night and his grandma will holding a mirroe under his nose and make sure he was still breathing!*stupiak KK sumore acting there.One in a hall,everyone could finally let out our pent-up laughter. i laugh till tears were streaming down my cheecks..some of them even could hardly breath.SO..everyone was really high with their alchohol drinks and laughing non stop there.Probably they were incredibly babyish with all thweir funy lame jokesz ,however...i use to called them stupaid n childish in other words..wohooo.

I was kinda suprised u know,we crap till early in d mroning.d ane store also closed..from human to fashion..from bra to sex..but ofcourse everyone just''germany talk'' they are the biggest crappy fellow!`@_@ and i m tired..when i reached home,my mom started her greanmother story,she is damn annoying*wahh come bec so early hor*omg.i squeezed my eyes shut and i quickly went up to my room,i;ve a horrible feeling..haha..god bless me .i close my door and tooka deep breath,owhh,i m damn tired ..i took out my lense n ''boom'' slept till 8 somthting pm*wow 12 hours* ...

do u buy into ur own myth/??

2005-10-16T09:13:00.000-07:00

We all get labelled by other people along the way.it z when u choose to believe these labels that u might be limiting yourself!!!~~that z the pro with doing somthing out of ordinary.Walk down the stairs quite normally a thousand times and no one notices-_- .fall down the stairs once and suddenly you'rekate n klutz!~miracle a..you may not stumblr over things anymore than other people dp...but everyone will start commentine when you do,all yyou mightfind yourself suddenly acting clumsy in your school,college o company of those who get a kick out of ur lack of co-ordination.Everyone benifits from tiz..U get attention and we they get the confort of being able to define u,even if it zin a very vry smal n lil way~don't believe??u can try and ask every high school students o some pr...

It's entirely understandable,this attaching of convenient labels to people!!don judge people without knowing them well....it makez them easier to describe.people will alwayz b defined by their nationality,their job physical characteristics.but!!sometimes the label they r given carries unfair assumptions.In out more intimate circlez we b come defined by quirks that don;t necessarily give real clues to our personalities,again....it;z understandable..in this real world,it is just as difficult to shed the various captions that ve been pinned on our heads.the way we c ourselves wil alwayz be influenced by the perceptions we think others have of us,so if the people around us are constantly reinforcing the myth that we r shy or clownish o difficult o weird!!we will wan to behave exactly that way!~

label on people??turn off!!different situations bring out different sides of us...n so do different human in tiz world..
we may achieve all sorts of personal growth and change,but very often our behaviour is unduly influenced by the expectations people have of us.
In starts in d family...where children are often assigned different places..the brat//the responsible one,the wild one??the quiet one...the crazy one..n so on ehehe`~As adults ..they might b nothing like that child...is depends on how u people revert back to type when they r e back in a family situation.

eheh,try n have alook at your close bud when they're with their parents...if you get the chance la.It's extraordinary how often super duper achieve turn into helpless ninnies who need to advice on what socks to wear...calm..tranquil types suddenly start throwing tantrums..
Well..sometimes i do feel ashame whenever i saw my bud helping their parents doing some housework ...n so on..hehe sorry la,i love my parents in my heart''i m sure that my cousin will knock my head when she c tis''.! Upsetting the status quo by challenging their assumptions about you might effect your frenship,you might end upquestioning wheter those friendships are based on anything more than history.Or u might be afreaid that they won like u anymore if u deprive them of their preconceptions and they have to get to knowyou all over again...

When u hav a vested interesr in ur very own label,you don stop to think about whether it's accurate or whether it's..how 2 walk to b....

well..i realize finally i m posting some important issues n not some craps with some fancy words,ehh..acording to my previous post,i m not crapping also lerr!! just talking bout irrelevant and some unimportant issuesni la,that's one of my hobbies le,bikaboom..
summer,righ right/??

well,lets continue,there s nothing sinister at work here.Myths and labels are born,in most cases,out of close frenshipz.but a..some human allowed to continuee unchecked,can end up diminishing or perhaps even harming us.Many ''woman''battle with the change of label when they become mothers..with old friends they try to remain exactly as they were before they had children,which isn;t always realistically possible..wana knoe why??go ask ur mother!
It is perhaps easier for woman who have expereinced obvious,erternal chanegs,such as pregnancy,to get their friends to c them in a broader light?other shifts are less easy to bring about.If yours are good friends,however,they will be willing to put up with you...hehe even if you ve decided that u can no longer be defined as the drunk,the ditz,the down-to-earth girl or the diva who dominates the room!!serious ..no joke,it happend all the timez..ofcourse,not me!! duh..my cousin sis told me about it..!!

This may not be a disaster ,as long as it doesn;t place strain on other relationships.All too often,though,the myth turns around and butes u.When a partner cant undeerstanmd why u turn into a monster around ur old buddies,though you're fairly conservative and well-behaved in most other situations...u can try n explaining that the label u made you do it..o u can take a step back and ask yourself if you really believe in the person you're acting for the benifit of ur friends...if not?it might b time to introdice the more complex you!!sometimes,those closet to us donot c as we really are...we have to point this out to them..!!well..is not that w e r a copletely different person fr the one u guyz knoe

0000000000000rig.. stephy....u get wat i meanz rig rig rig.!!~well..letz start crapping n talking bout irrelevant and ofcourse some unimportant issues now!!

borin life!~~

2005-10-12T08:51:00.000-07:00

aiyoo,i never been blogging so often doesn't mean that i am lazy nehh,what if i say i m busy doing my work o studying??right right??wohoo..anyway,u guyz know me well
-_-''BINGO i m lazy wakakaka~

Last saturday went to Thai club wif summer n friends~aiyoyo i agree with you man summer,we should go rush on that day,Thai club also not bad la but our age..=_= rush better hor??don't you think so??
Anyway,i enjoyed fooling around with summer hehe.
ehh~ps://summer,don't lar so bad,whenever u c some ah beng dancing,don't enjoy urself n kept on laughin ni,must tell ur friends also ma,wohooo i also wanna laugh ok!~~ keke.o ya,summer,i need my purse back,me tak de iC la..no identity card,nanti polis tangkap!!ehh puasa sekarang,is time for the cop to cari duit leh haha

lAst sunday~qian called me ..early in the morning...she said tim asked me wheter weanna accompany 2 watch mv a not..-_+ ehh...2 pm//me jez woke up..blur blur liddat..n said yes..
..bla bla...................makan at asia cafe....then qian hs...

monday!~..Evonne came back from malacca~and she asked me out yum cha..atcually i don't feel like going out on that night..but hor,this biatch sure screw me up n down wan haha.so i asked my bro fetch me to vonne hs,but my bro said he no money pump petrol*niama pukima* lame reason..
so i called my dad ..

me:weiii~!!! kor dowan fetch me go 2 my frend hs la,he said no money to''ta yao''
i don care a..he iz giving me a lame reason nia..he just dowan to fetch me go..
u fai fai come back n throw money to him!!
dad:haiyoo..u a!!=_= comign abck ..coming bac
me:rmb fai fai a!!i m rushin..

1 hourz later, dad came back,and he gave my bro 200 buckz,then i asked my kor

me:wei..so now ..200 enof for u to ''ta yao'' a not
kor:not enof a!!i owe my friend money laa
me:*angwee*wtff!!! now u fetch a not@!!!
kor:ok la ok la..wait ,i go bath now
me:fai d la*faster!!

8 05,oopzz i am late..finally..i reached vonne hs ,sowee a dude..met mampreet ,n she was the driver!~miss u babe.!~..bla bla bla..went to club 7,then yum cha at asia cafe..then i ciaoz to qian house settle up some pro..

11pluz...tim picked me up fr qian hs...then went to wc hs n fetch tat babi woon cong..omg..we went to 15 again..wc n sk went to takei again!! me n tim went 2 club 7 n played foosball..then..fetch wc n sk back.....
me b cum the''shao hoi je'' teman tim makan angin till 4 am!~-_-''

ps://summer..wondering-_- amoi why u so free blogging everyday a??~

ps://homideaki n choon seng..don la make billy mad..keke..anyway..u guyz roccck
nex tuesday,i takut nak pergi billy class...war of the war man..
choon seng..ur fault!!~ haizzz

$$$

2005-10-02T06:41:00.000-07:00

sept
pocket money-300+
math tuition feez-200++*200 for 8 class
acc tuition-60 per month
clothez+make up+bla bla-200
facial wash*dermalogica-1000++*mom paid for my course,so not sure

oct..worst-_-''
pocket money-500
math tuition feez-200++
acc tuition-60++
braces-3000++
prom dress n thinngy-500++
travel feez
n...new car!!+_+

ppity my dad...daddyi lov u so muchh!!!!!now i realize,me my bro,my sis..spend alotz..anyway..my dad tried his best n gave us everything we wantz..we love u!!!! muackz..

....lazy

2005-10-01T11:02:00.000-07:00

i don't know why,i don't feel like blogging so often ..spm is around the corner,and i din't even study a single wordz!!-_- tracy a tracy..wake up!!omg,how can i be liddat,i must get all credit n score atlease 5 As for my spm ..@_@ argg,god bless me.
anyway,alots thingz happened ..summer gurl broke up wif her bf..babe,don b sad,this is not the end,this is just the begining for you..b brave..i will alwayz be there for you..

my frend from bellisia*dermalogica facial center..-min ,she is going back to kuantan..gurl..i am going to miss u!!after my spm,i will bring my frends along to cherating n look for u ya!!~bla bla bla nth specail..went out at nightas usual..aduh!!!15 yum cha,cheras yum cha,bukit jalil there for aqua show haha,celebrate wif min n otherz..bla bla bla..my life...

study!! study!! study!!
travel!travel!travel
work work work
drift drift drift
play play play
diet diet diet
fitness first
omg
watelse..

kiss muakz

2005-09-27T08:47:00.000-07:00

You're an Passionate Kisser

For you, kissing is about all about following your urges
If someone's hot, you'll go in for the kiss - end of story
You can keep any relationship hot with your steamy kisses
A total spark plug - your kisses are bound to get you in trouble

What Kind of Kisser Are You?

yeaa!!~~thatz rig

2005-09-27T08:40:00.000-07:00

Your Career Type: Artistic

You are expressive, original, and independent.
Your talents lie in your artistic abilities: creative writing, drama, crafts, music, or art.

You would make an excellent:

Actor - Art Teacher - Book Editor
Clothes Designer - Comedian - Composer
Dancer - DJ - Graphic Designer
Illustrator - Musician - Sculptor

The worst career options for your are conventional careers, like bank teller or secretary.

What's Your Ideal Career?

ehhh

2005-09-27T08:37:00.000-07:00

Your Ideal Relationship is Marriage

You've dated enough to know what you want.
And that's marriage - with the right person.
You're serious about settling down some time soon.
Even if you haven't met the person you want to get hitched to!

What's Your Ideal Relationship?

mua french name

2005-09-27T08:33:00.000-07:00

Your French Name is:

Remy Albert

What's Your French Name?

alchohol addicted..wohoo

2005-09-27T08:31:00.000-07:00

You Are a Strawberry Daiquiri

You're a fun, playful drinker who loves to party.
You may get totally wasted, but you're always a happy drunk!

What Mixed Drink Are You?

super sensitive~~go chec it out my profile..omg

2005-09-27T08:20:00.000-07:00

Your Hidden Talent

You're super sensitive and easily able to understand situations.
You tend to solve complex problems in a flash, without needing a lot of facts.
Decision making is easy for you. You have killer intuition.
The right path is always clear, and you're a bit of a visionary.

What's Your Hidden Talent?

-_-!!~~ memememem tracy~ moody princess

2005-09-27T08:16:00.000-07:00

You Are 30% Boyish and 70% Girlish

Even if you're not a girl, you're very feminine.
You're in touch with your feelings, and your heart rules you.
A bit of a emotional roller coaster, one moment you're up and the next you're down.
But no matter what, you try to be as cute and perky as possible.

How Boyish or Girlish Are You?

yeaa!! that's me!~

2005-09-27T08:10:00.000-07:00

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to those who have a split personality - cold as ice on the outside but hot as fire in the heart.

In love, you feel the most alive when your partner is patient and never willing to give up on you.

You'd like to your lover to think you are loyal and faithful... that you'll never change.

You would be forced to break up with someone who was ruthless, cold-blooded, and sarcastic.

Your ideal relationship is comforting. You crave a relationship where you always feel warmth and love.

Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.

You think of marriage as something that will confine you. You are afraid of marriage.

In this moment, you think of love as something you don't need. You just feel like flirting around and playing right now.

seni..seni..seni

2005-09-22T05:19:00.000-07:00

omg.i din't noe that our seni for spm iz held on next thursday,-_- ehhh i still walking inside my dreamz..*yao wen*,till my best bud fayefaye come and tell me about it..and wake me up..jaja
and thankz fayefaye..send me the questionz for spm..hmm i think i will prepair it tomorrow..but teacher malar sms me n she said tomorrow class on 11 30..omg..i have to wake up so early..damn it..!!bryan choo,u la..go pandai pandai cancelled the class,and we have to wake up early in themorning!!wtf..omigoshh..god blezz me..!~ish,now i am alone at home..my mom and her friends went to mid valleya nd watch moviez...pity me.. stay at home..ishh..haiz..because my mom said she only get 4 vip sitz..motha...which meanz i hav to stay at home la now??niama pukima...jiorrr..!!

spm question for those human who tkaing artz !!~

*1) sebatang paip telah pecah di tepi sebatang jln raya. kelihatan 2 org pekerja sedang membaiki kerosakkan tersebut. air membuak-2 dari kesan pecahan paip tersebut & membasahi ke2-2 pekerja tadi.
Lukiskan keadaan ini dgn memberi penekana kpd pecutan air yg membuak-2 dan aksi pekerja tersebut
2) beberapa barangan tin pelbagai saiz, botol minuman & bungkusan makanan ringan tersusun di atas rak dalam sebuah kedai runcit.
Lukiskan susunan ini dari jarak dekat dgn menggunakan perspektif satu titik lenyap . Penekanan hendaklah diberikan kepada susunan objek, bentuk dan jalinan.
3) pelbagai jenis sayuran spt : pucuk ubi, mentimum, jantung pisang, petai, kacang pangjang & labu manis terletak di atas sehelai kain. seorang wanita pertengahan umur yg duduk bersimpuh sedang membetulkan susunan jualannya.
lukiskan gambaran inin dgn memberi penekanan kpd bentuk jalinan sayuran + aksi wanita tersebut.
4) anda sedang menaiki bot & menghampiri sebuah jeti di perkampungan nelayan ketika air pasang.
lukiskan pemandangan jeti tersebut yg berlatar belakangkan suasana perkampungan nelayan dgn memberi penekanan kpd pewujudan ruang hadapan, tgh & blkg.
*5) anda telah tersesat di sebuah hutan cendawan raksaksa. hutan tersebut dipenuhi dgn pelbagai jenbis cendawan. batang cendawan raksaksa ini pula berduri dari pangkal hingga ke atas. kebanyakan cendawan ini tumbuhnya di tepi sungai yang airnya berwarna ungu kebiru-biruan.
lukiskan pemandangan ini secara dekat mengikut imaginasi anda dgn menitikberatkan jalinan & bentuk serta warna.
6) beberapa bentuk huruf & kacang tanah sedang bermain sepak raga bulatan. mereka bermain di sebuah kawasan yg unik & asing.
lukiskan suasana tersebut dgn memberi penekana kpd bentuk, jalinan huruf, & kacang tanah serta aksi objek-objek tersebut.

i am coke!~ how about u??

2005-09-20T06:52:00.000-07:00

malaysia boleh!! semula jadi!~

2005-09-19T11:00:00.000-07:00

Can study continue STUDY
Can't study, work FACTORY
Cannot rely on CHARITY

Earn a lil SALARY
Just enough 4 daily ROTI
Go work no WIRA but LRT.

skolmatez formerly FRIENDLY
Daily treated 2KOPI
Now gradually get CRAZY
Behind me say I LAZY.

Boss has no SYMPATHY
Work alwayz must HURRY
Say I not enough BUSY
Often ask me do OT

Midnight go back by TAXI
TAXI surcharge KILLING ME
Now i pokai and NO MORE MONEY

Borrow from chettia kena EXTRA FEE
Coz money is never FREE

Boy/girl-friend go STEADY
Serious, and then MARRY
Ceremony and PARTY
joker-frendz give PANTY
No money$$ sure no HONEY

10 months later be DADDY
Wife at GH birth a BABY
Monthly pay back RHB
Earn not enough FEEL GUILTY

Jump down suicide and MATI
No money 4 funeral how to BURY
Go see God every thing hoping will JADI

Because MALAYSIA BOLEH. SEMUA JADI.~~

happie mooncake festival muackz.oya thankz 2 johnny boi

2005-09-19T08:30:00.000-07:00

happie mooncake festival~ well,went to my cousin hs and celebrate..and i kena screwed by my motha~hehe sowee,i supposed to celebrated wif my family and my mom's buddiez *all the sopo from bellissia~dermalogica,but i ffk them,my cousin called me and aks me to join them..around 5 something,i ciaoz la..hehe=p fuiyoo,i don dare to tell my mom ..i took my keyz and faster run out -_-''..stay there for one minutez,i m dead man~well damn alotz peopo went to stephy's hs, quek mei,pauline,vf,john,quekmei's sis,aleong,billy,and alotz more la,ofcourse my stupiak cousin bro's friends all there..all crazy fellow there..omg,i am sure that the night will never be quiet and it will be fun!!okie..eat..play..eat..play.....yadi yada..bla bla..till 1 something,@_@ noisy..my cousin's bro wanna bring me go yum cha with them..hehe sowe ya,tired haha.
thank you ya~john foo aka innocent boi.hehe i steal his picture fr his bloggie
johnny boi pro but dumb photographer~~booo haha ,anyway u guyz can go visit his bloggie,iz full of picture,well..lazy to upload...so.....sowee ya ,tracy=lazy

ps://thank you xiao qian aka leng leng .haiz-_-'' bryan told me tuition will be held on tomorrow morning 10 15,and suddenlly qian told me i hav to go skewl for donnoe art thinggy..omg....
i am sure that tomorrow will kena screw by teacher malar...siGh..die lor..and billy class at night..omigoshh..my stupiak mother sumore come and ask me go watch mv wif them at night-_- ishh..angwe..nevermind,i go yumcha wif theng they all after tuition wohooo..!! wohoo..trials is over but i just started studee for my spm!!! gonna burn the midnight oil for this 2 month..!!~
after spm..i am free!!! wohoo..i can drive everywhere,clubbing,yumcha,travel..wakkakaka
i think my mom n my ''shi jiu jiu'' wanna go beijing o shang hai..ishh..china agaiin..-_-
but i m going to japan o taiwan with my best bud fayefaye..!! wohoo..

well,well,my twin sis called me just now..n bla bla bla tok crapz.she told me tat she kena screwed by my mom...bla bla bla...why so long never come back and all those crapz!!!ishh..now u onli noe a..nikky ong..!!!ps://well nikky ong listen up,u better come back now,pity me la,when u r ot around,ur mom scold me like nobody business,ofcourse i fuck back nicely..hehe,i don care a..after u finish ur finalz,plz lan fan lei!!! and bring my yumi back as well..!!!

nite nite peopo!!~

what's your japenese name??watashiwa yumiko saionji!~

2005-09-17T07:06:00.000-07:00

Your Japanese Name Is...

Yumiko Saionji

What's your Japanese Name?

summer n tracy~ the lesboo bleukzz

2005-09-16T13:31:00.000-07:00

don hurt anyone !!

2005-09-16T07:28:00.000-07:00

That no one should ever hurt another person so badly that it leaves a wound in tat persons' heart... If so, u r privileged enough to have found someone which u truly love and is the one who he/she will also love u back unconditionally...Word of advise ~~ never ever hurt a someone feelings,i know everyone did !! but...May it be with words or action that u can never take it back. Do not act like u don't care but actually u do really care...coz no one knows what u r thinking... but urself n u could just hurt someone badly just by doing that... Let every word that comes out of your lips be of praise and love and not out of anger or displease...Think before on wat u wanna said resulting having long frenzship... Take the initiative to talk out dissatisfaction and displease, trust me that it would help save the relationship in every way possible... Take time to cherish that person & do not ever take for granted that u can substitute the time that was wasted n those that has passed... Take time today to spent a quiet moment together, no words is necessary if the company is sufficient n fulfilling ...

u rnot gone,vincent,u just went ur eternal n peaceful place

2005-09-14T09:06:00.000-07:00

God took you away.
It doesn't seem fair,
but in the back of my mind,
uuU!! will always be there.

You weren't a close friend,
but our paths did cross,
and ur absence in this world,
is to me a great lozz.

You were too young to die, and
too innocent to feel that pain.
Only heaven benefits,
because you it has now gained.

I may think of you a little less
wif each passing day,
but ur strength is something I won forget, -
you ve changed me in a way.

I wish for u eternal peace;
tatz what you deserve my friend.
I hope I lead my life well enough
to meet up with u in the end.

i wrote this poem after my friend z Vincent fong died of cancer. His death made me realize how delicate life is.And now he is gone,he will never come back to our paradise,i cried and i told myself he is not gone,he just went to his paradise and a peaceful place with no pain and sadness..when i was young,i don't appreciate my life..A wrong turn down a fateful journe...can cause you 2 be hurt badly..i hope everyone around me can appreciate everything and everyone around them,u will never know wat will happenz tomorrow ..noe that my generation tends to have the mentality that we are invincible but I c now that we aren't.He taugh me to be brave and strong,he will pray for me in heavenz..

feelingz....sadnezz..

2005-09-13T09:37:00.000-07:00

I have seen so many things,broken lives shattered dreams..A life that is not what it means.life with that is not fair.If u've make a wrong turn down a fateful journey
it can hurt u badly..sometimes peopo ask why are u crying,atcually they don really care.. Life is often cruel and unfair,all 2 often other people don realli care..
Lonely at the top you must be a fool,and i m always the one who blame and b the fool..Suffer alone always is the most sadistically cruel.2 mnay things happend,2 many peopo passed by my life like a passing shipz ofcourse i appreciate everythings in my life,i believe that everyone is a gift by godz,and they do make a diff in my life But things don always go my way,when u ve taste the sweetest things,the nightmare ll always be the end.lies,lies,too mnay faker,backstaber n betrayer in my life..there is no more trust in my heart....so i tel myself i hav to b strong..i know tat onli true survivors win ever again..i don't blame those peopo hu make me cries,cause they taugh me 2 be brave and strong in another WAY..i promise myself i will fight to the end and be d bitter sworn.I wish I were a liquid being,cause liquid beings cannot b hurtzz,they don need 2 feel the pain,they do not need to be understood....I am nothing/but nothing canot feel thiz terrible hurtz and sadnezz..
I always wait out my protagonist in the end..My life's work is what I shall always defend.As if time heals all wounds and i say it won't
but thing go full circle but I don't.

I had been standing on top of the world, riding high
Life was moving and I was moving with it
Places to go,pepo to see, no time to stop n ask why
Like a horse in a race, I had taken the bit

But timez change, chancez get lost, thingz don’t go as planned
What I had wanted, what seemed in my grip
Completely erased out of the horizon I scanned
It seemed like my life had done a flipzz

Needless to say, this did not make me happy
I whined and pined to my buddiez on the phone
‘til they’d had enough, “Get a grip, Make it snappy!
Your bitching will leave you out on your own.

Oh man, this was bad, I needed answers now
I felt like I had lost my way
Someone, surely, must be able to show me how
This game of life should play.

banana girlzzz

2005-09-11T02:17:00.000-07:00

peopo mountain poepo c!! get it??

john,me,n teng teng aka stephy
poser!! wohoo

happie,sharon,tracy,stephy,voonfei
we r the ladiez of d nightz
banana girlz power rockz!

::my immortal::

2004-07-21T06:13:00.000-07:00

I'm so tired of being here
Supressed by all my childish fears
And if you have to leave
I wish that you would just leave
Cause your presence still lingers here
And it won't leave me alone
These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time can not erase
When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me
You used to captivate me by your resonating light
Now I'm bound by the life you left behind
Your face it haunts my once pleasant dreams
Your voice it chased away all the sanity in me
These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time can not erase
When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me
I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
But though you're still with me
I've been alone all along
When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me